#feelings

Do people have more than one happy place in the head? Like when I'm struggling I like to close my eyes and picture somewhere very specific; I can hear the music, feel the cold air, and imagine I am there.   However, when I'm frustrated with someone I have a completely different happy place t...

I know that everything is going to be OK in the end, but at the moment it’s not. I’m sad, angry, lonely, jobless and broke. I’m sad because I miss the sea. The sea is so beautiful and vast. It calms me and it gives me energy. I love the freshness, the sound of crashing…

While starting writing and journaling has already had a cathartic effect only three posts in, I also find myself overwhelmed by the flood of emotions, memories, and doubt the process has released. I think about so many things I want to unload. It’s pretty obvious that I’m a pro at bottling up. I ...

Alone with my thoughts Alone in The darkness No one to share in my plight Isolated in this hamlet Alone as I fought, To rid me of the sadness Alone in my night Alone in the silence I pray this gloom fades away Like a puff of smoke As I exhale And release the toke.

 it's always a few years that pass before I revisit my blog posts. I'm always surprised when I re read my old posts, I can't believe I ever was in that broken state. If you knew me now, you would never even imagine. However, I believe that a small part of me from that time…

When I was younger, my mother always joked that I would watch too many horror movies because I was always paranoid there were ghosts in the house. A creak of the stairs, gentle taps on the window. Now that I'm older, I realize that our house is just old and the nights are windy here,…

As a person of young age , well not as young of what you guys might think im 22 im hispanic and i know this is a diary but i thought i would just give a slight idea of who i am . So ima just start saying as of right now im confused im…

                Love Me Like You Mean It By: Julie L. Rodeheaver   Show me how much you love meSex isn’t everythingWhisper sweet nothingsHold me by your sideHug me and kiss meThe simple things are all I truly needI don’t need expensive giftsI don’t need gifts at allJust to…

Distraction is not something I'm good at. I spend my days going stir crazy at home still as I have no routine no normal life. I know we are all in the same place and going through the same thing. Its so hard. I had a phone appointment with my therapist today and she asked…

i know that i shall meet my shadow, one day, is our fate. I know that, someday, the light ends for us and the deadly gravity will absorb us. And again, a magician spark will shine and a ocean of souls will flood the universe and will give birth to stars and grief. And maybe,…