#feelings

I know that everything is going to be OK in the end, but at the moment it’s not. I’m sad, angry, lonely, jobless and broke. I’m sad because I miss the sea. The sea is so beautiful and vast. It calms me and it gives me energy. I love the freshness, the sound of crashing…

While starting writing and journaling has already had a cathartic effect only three posts in, I also find myself overwhelmed by the flood of emotions, memories, and doubt the process has released. I think about so many things I want to unload. It’s pretty obvious that I’m a pro at bottling up. I ...

Alone with my thoughts Alone in The darkness No one to share in my plight Isolated in this hamlet Alone as I fought, To rid me of the sadness Alone in my night Alone in the silence I pray this gloom fades away Like a puff of smoke As I exhale And release the toke.

 it's always a few years that pass before I revisit my blog posts. I'm always surprised when I re read my old posts, I can't believe I ever was in that broken state. If you knew me now, you would never even imagine. However, I believe that a small part of me from that time…

When I was younger, my mother always joked that I would watch too many horror movies because I was always paranoid there were ghosts in the house. A creak of the stairs, gentle taps on the window. Now that I'm older, I realize that our house is just old and the nights are windy here,…

As a person of young age , well not as young of what you guys might think im 22 im hispanic and i know this is a diary but i thought i would just give a slight idea of who i am . So ima just start saying as of right now im confused im…

                Love Me Like You Mean It By: Julie L. Rodeheaver   Show me how much you love meSex isn’t everythingWhisper sweet nothingsHold me by your sideHug me and kiss meThe simple things are all I truly needI don’t need expensive giftsI don’t need gifts at allJust to…

Distraction is not something I'm good at. I spend my days going stir crazy at home still as I have no routine no normal life. I know we are all in the same place and going through the same thing. Its so hard. I had a phone appointment with my therapist today and she asked…

i know that i shall meet my shadow, one day, is our fate. I know that, someday, the light ends for us and the deadly gravity will absorb us. And again, a magician spark will shine and a ocean of souls will flood the universe and will give birth to stars and grief. And maybe,…

This morning i walked the road of awe. I met frustrated gods and angels sad. The people had abandoned them and the magic had tumbled. Now, the people are orphans, wanderers across the night, frightened meteors looking for the source. ''Where to look for it?’’‘’Don’t look away. The sanctuary manif...