Recent Entries

• Not the best day

  February 13, 2023

  I have been doing so much better lately mentally. I'm really grateful for all the positive things that have been happening lately & i wouldn't go back for anything now i realised how much of a bad situation i was in. My pain condition though isn't letting my body cope with & get used to&h...

  Continue Reading...

• New stuff ariving

  December 23, 2022

  So with the new changes happening at my home i have bought some new furniture. Second hand but new for me. I found some online & they are being delivered today. I have anxiety, i think because it's something new, delivered by someone I've' never met coming into my home. I still have anxiety a...

  Continue Reading...

• Finally some goodness.

  December 18, 2022

  I have finally gotten the help i have been desperately searching for for over 7 years. I have a new support worker & she is wonderful. All the others i've had have been all talk & nothing comes of it. This support worker has been a godsend, gotten things done, supported me & gone out&...

  Continue Reading...

• Been a while

  September 22, 2022

  Been a while since i've made an entry. This is something i have struggled with for many years. I start a journal but don't keep it up even though i know it's good for my mental health. It's 4.45am right now & i am having withdrawals because i run out of my pain meds &…

  Continue Reading...

• Inspection day

  April 4, 2022

  I have my monthly house inspection today. I am done for the day cleaning, i worked my ass off yesterday to get rid of so much crap. I'm proud of myself for doing so much but i am paying for it now with body pain. My inspection is due to be done at 11am &…

  Continue Reading...

• Back

  March 29, 2022

  I can finally type on a computer again, it's been so long since i've been able to do that. I accidently knelt on my last computer & cracked the screen so i haven't been able to see the entire screen. Every time i had to write an email i had to include an apology for…

  Continue Reading...

• Sneaky & sly

  June 2, 2020

  My blood is boiling right now with anger. I haven't slept all night because im so pissed off & im up at the crack of dawn, sick of trying to sleep. I have to out in just over an hour anyway. So starts out that my aunt needed to find a new place to live.…

  Continue Reading...

• Friends

  May 11, 2020

  I am so scared right now. My closest friend who live in another state has been feeling unwell with tummy aches & pains & swelling or bloating. This has been going on for a while now. She told me her doctor wanted to send her to get tests done for cancer. Those results were inconclusive&he...

  Continue Reading...

• Illegal Eviction

  May 1, 2020

  So an update with my housing issue. I thought i would give legal aid a call just to see if i was eligible for their services. Legal aid is a free legal advice & representation for those on low incomes who can't afford private expensive lawyers. I thought at the least i might get some…

  Continue Reading...