#broken

[embed]https://youtu.be/4vo-c3yFyNw[/embed] S0 much emotion these past days, so much work, so much thought...I want her (and only her) to kiss me where it hurts...

This post, the previous post and the one following are pulled from met very first posts on this platform.  I am posting them here as a reset and also a welcome mat to all who care to read.  I don't intend to rehash all these things in detail but at least it is an intro…

I'm 29 now and feel more jaded than ever. I had a man who loved me to the moon And back and would literally do anything for me. I ended it because I didn't love him. How the fuck couldn't I love him? Now I've got a new man and I should be all butterflies…

  So... He rang today, with how much he loves me... and blah blah blah. He says he's changed.   I told him to fuck off and die.      

  He's a cunt, that’s why he does everything he does. Simples. I've been signed off work sick due to stress and anxiety. Fuck this life.            

i am sorry that i just got up and left again but i cant help that i love kyle so fucking much he is really trying to work things out with me idk what will happen so far it hasnt look so good execpt for tonight gino i am sorry but when i see you…

God this is new :/ I'm not used to opening up to anything, and just letting everything inside of me build until I breakdown completely. Well I'm going to start with how I feel. Right now, I feel like total shit. I feel played. I feel hurt. I feel used. There's so many feelings and…