#broken

I'm 29 now and feel more jaded than ever. I had a man who loved me to the moon And back and would literally do anything for me. I ended it because I didn't love him. How the fuck couldn't I love him? Now I've got a new man and I should be all butterflies…

  So... He rang today, with how much he loves me... and blah blah blah. He says he's changed.   I told him to fuck off and die.      

  He's a cunt, that’s why he does everything he does. Simples. I've been signed off work sick due to stress and anxiety. Fuck this life.            

i am sorry that i just got up and left again but i cant help that i love kyle so fucking much he is really trying to work things out with me idk what will happen so far it hasnt look so good execpt for tonight gino i am sorry but when i see you…

God this is new :/ I'm not used to opening up to anything, and just letting everything inside of me build until I breakdown completely. Well I'm going to start with how I feel. Right now, I feel like total shit. I feel played. I feel hurt. I feel used. There's so many feelings and…