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this is my first time writting online diaries so its feels kinda cool i dont know how to express my feelings so i think my personality makes me weird to get along with my friends, tho i have 4 other close friends when someone is my close friends, i rely on them a lot like…

(TW: a lot of shit) fuck this i always get so scared to write out how i feel bc i think SOMEONE is watching me but idgaf anymore bc i need to get this out. i am a genderfluid lesbian (afab). and i hate everything. i got diagnosed with depression in august 2021. right when…

7:30a.m. Tuesday morning, 7th April 2015 Dearest Friend, For a change, Emanoel has decided to send me a message in the style of a letter, to show how much he appreciates us staying in contact. It’s very amusing to see how much he’s opened up to me as friend since departing home, and has emotional...

It's been years since I've seen you but I think of you often today, I seen you unexpectedly I was a juror and you were one of the cases I tried not to look at you I noticed when you were talking  about your case you were rocking and turning in your chair My brain…

I wanna find love I'm ready for someone to love me but I want the real love not the fake love I'm so afraid I'll find the same abuser I was with but in a different form, in a different person I either find guys who don't love me or find ones that will abuse…

Have you ever thought you found your true love but did it wrong? have you ever after years of being broken up with someone never stopped loving them? have you ever just realized that you should've fought harder at the end? i read a quote once that said "sometimes when you love someone, you let&he...

When you give it your all to help someone special in your life, who means the world to you, avoid someone toxic being in their life just to realize that…they themself were being toxic in yours. When you love someone you would do anything to enjoy time with that person. You would even excuse any&h...

So tonight I sent my ex a message under the impression that I was still blocked. (Because I was truly blocked) I was bored and I just impulsively did it. Yes I'll admit I had that "little hope" in the back of my head BUT MAINLY I was 100000% sure I was blocked. Maybe its…

Dear Diary, I played an AI hooker for the department of justice after giving the feds the coke dealer of American University in the 90s which only happened because I was arrested for the dealer and asked if I was a hooker. I did none of his blow. A middle eastern man who won Sundance…

one night I was talking to my cousin in the living room while we were watching a movie and as I was doing that I kept on getting messages from him but my cousin would tell me to not respond so that he wouldn't think that I was always available to him. well, when I…