#familyissues

So, I was looking out at my beautiful backyard taking a moment to myself, when I realized... I can feel it! Or more like I can't feel it. That typical feeling of emptiness, dread, guilt, deep sadness. They're gone today. I just feel normal. I don't feel overly happy, but praise heeem, I feel norm...

I love my wife's mother, she is almost a second mom for me by now, but one of the things I really hate in my life is when someone hurts other people for no reason just because she feels superior and my mother in law is doing it all the time. Just this afternoon I…

Okay so, all of my diary entries start off with, “okay so”. I don’t know why, it’s just kind of my thing. Firstly, I got this weird trust issue thing going on too. I’m going to explain it. One of my close relatives has cancer, but let me tell you about this relative or more…

I finally decided to stop procrastinating and log on and now I just don't feel like writing... All of the things I wanted to say I don't feel in the mood to say anymore but, I haven't been on here since before Christmas so here goes... Christmas went alright, we just mostly did snack stuff instea...