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29 Aug 2022   “Disentanglement”   She was once loved by the demons, and so she had loved her back Scared to the unprecedented, she engraves her naive thoughts into feeding her insatiable monsters Echoing the delusionality of the future, she has tainted She has this heavy baggage she has...

As a former evangelical christian who attended a Greek Orthodox high school, an Assembly of God university, worked for a non denominational church, and a current Episcopal member, (wow all of that sounds scary when I see it written out) I have been thinking a lot about how the different religious...

Here I sit…. Just found this site and not even really sure how it works. So…….  Lets begin I feel mixed feelings on life,  where, how , whats next…. All of it So stand by…. As i un-ef my thoughts we will continue thanks for lookin

Today I realized that God could possibly be punishing me for that abortion I had, I'm mad with myself bc I feel alone as I did when I got it. At the time I just started my new job and got pregnant carelessly and was scared. I truly didn't get a chance to be happy…

Tomorrow is part two of my music video. The first half was shot underwater but tomorrow will be the dance scene. I’m going to be very careful tomorrow because the last thing I want is a sprang ankle, cut or bruise. We only have one body, and I’m going to be gentle with mine. I…

I had the most perfect day. Let me tell you about it. I woke up from 7 hours of sleep. I went to the 99 cent store and bought snacks for the crew tomorrow for my music video. Then I got a Starbucks latte. Then, I went to McDonald’s and got an McGriddle value meal…

I just woke up from another nightmare. I had like 4 girls and 3 guys over. We stayed in a house rental for a fun getaway. I didn’t know any of them except for my real life friend, Paul, whose been my homie fr fr since over 5 years. In my dream, something made me…

In addition to my previous entry, where I discussed Duality as Christic emanation, I would like to add the following. I discussed the nature of the Law "As Above, so Below" but I wanted to add a nuance to my reasoning. There is an aspect of this Law that depicts the principle of attraction. There...

I have been contemplating the matter of Duality and Non-Duality. Did you know that the Absolute is Relative? As a matter of interesting fact, when I heard this truth, everything came to peace. There was no need to boggle on it further, as I felt the swift switch between the Two States as a Parado...

It’s not that hard once you REALLY feel the heart of the Trinity emanating consciousness, existence and Love. Then you realise despair drags you down, it feels funny to stick to it, and unless you have a very deep trauma that needs some extra healing (which we do receive from our guides in the mo...