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today is moving day.... I’m packing my things and putting them in boxes. I have so many things to pack it’s ridiculous! My dad is coming over today to help. I love my dad so much but I have not been around him due to my weed smoking. i finally got allll that shit out…

It’s 930 on a Friday night, I’m alone laying on the living room floor in an empty house, and... I’m happy. My heart is beating pretty hard as I had gone to the gym about an hour ago but that’s just one of the symptoms of my happiness. Ive almost always been a moody guy,…

i quit smoking weed today. Father, please help me not ever smoke again. I have tried to quit so many times and usually I can last up to three months before I crave pot again. I know how it negatively affects my body and how I always get the losing hand when it comes to…

So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love. 1 Cor 13:13 It never really struck me before that love is greater in God’s eyes than faith. I pay so much attention to Romans 8 and get so overcome by my own doubts, stumbling and lack of faith.…

What one thing would I change? I can't change anything.  I wouldn't change anything.  I had to go through my difficult times.  Because it wouldn't have brought me to this exact moment in my life. I do wish I came to know Jesus sooner, however, I walked the path I did for a reason.  I…