#lifeishard

Well this is my first attempt at an online blog, I have always wanted to have a platform where I can just be me without any judgement. So I am really excited to have came across this site. My life is a mess, I feel lost most of the time and wonder why I even…

Hello again old friend! I haven't seen you in quite some time! It's ironic and fitting that I used this title on my last entry all those years ago. So much has changed.  I probably should start writing here again, it would be good therapy.  Goodness knows I have a lot of things on my…

There are days when life is a breeze. But then there are days when life will test every fiber in your being. I sit back & watch the next person & I see everything comes so easy for them. Why can't life be easy for me? When I was younger my family always said "Sierra,…

Well i did it. Its 9.11pm and I'm getting tired from a day of boredom and stress and making myself distracted every 2 seconds with horrible chores. My partner wanted to go out tonight... so I had to tell him that I'm trying to quit drinking and I dont feel comfortable going out because it'll…

It has been on my mind constantly and it sounds psycho for to even being telling anyone about it but what the heck I don't know any of you and you don't know who I am! Over a month ago, I had a little depression breakdown and left our house in a terror making suicide…