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Let's delve into who is behind ShowerConfessions shall we? My Personality: •Reserved •Outgoing •Loyal Reserved-why reserved? Because I am always observing. I tend to come across as standoffish and not necessarily happy. One could say you are greeting with a resting bitch face. I've had people act...

No context to be given...aside from these are not in any order, this is a spontaneous collection of what my semi-coherent brain can remember. •Runaway Train-Soul Asylum •Remember When-Alan Jackson •Save Me-Jelly Roll •Watermelon Moonshine-Lainey Wilson •Tim McGraw-Taylor Swift •November Rain-GNR ...

Since I'm just freshly back into the online blogging world, and OD itself. Let's do a semi light hearted entry where y'all get to know me a bit better...So this will be the intro of who I am. I am 41 yo. Its funny because while every year I turn another year older, I still…

Monday night is the night that our trash goes to the curb to be collected Tuesdays. Like every larger household in America, we tend to have 2-3 large cans to roll out each week. It's literally the ONE chore my children are obligated and expected to do. But, I swear if you were to ask…

I started therapy this week. After a seven year hiatus, prozac is back. Prozac and a slew of diagnosis......PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, Abandonment Issues, Eating Disorder (possibly), Panic Attacks-I swear I'm missing one, or two, or three. Hell I'm not sure. The one thing I know, is I held back t...

I called my mom today and cried to her. We talked about heartbreak and the feeling of inadequacy. I told her how much the last month had been weighing down on me; how things at work weren't going well, I was was struggling to sleep because of my depression and PTSD and how every time…

I've missed a few days in my diary... I have been extremely busy! I started college on the 9th to go back to school t get my BA in human services. Have I told yall that? well if you didn't know now ya know! My student aid has helped me acquire a new laptop. This…

Ma, it's been 15 years since you passed. I think about you every day. When I was younger it never really registered to me that my mom would never be able to read me bedtime stories or comfort me when I got bullied. I'm mad at god if he's even real, mad at the world.…