#rejection

Alright, start at Thursday. I had Sergeant Board, which I feel like I did terribly, my hand was soooooo visibly shaking when I saluted, but apparently...I got first??? But that's not the point. I was so stressed afterwards that I couldn't perform well at Choir-rific, and then I talked to my Valen...

I was a wreck on the day of my audition. It took me nearly four hours to get ready because I kept needing to hop in a warm tub bc my feet were as cold as ice. Martin (the acting coach) was very sweet and patient. Our initial meeting at 11:30am turned to 1pm then…

He said he’d call me after the gym, and I didn’t hear from him. It’s okay. I’ll leave it. I’ve done what I can for now, and anything more is pathetic. I don’t like the way he talks to me when he’s frustrated. I find he gets frustrated quite easily. I suppose he gets frustrated…