Mindfulness Circle
Musings
These last 4 months have been extremely tough on my heart and mental state. I have been suffering from cognitive dissonance. To those of you who don't know what cognitive dissonance means, it is basically having two thoughts that contradict each other and makes it difficult for you to come to a c...
New Year , New Beginnings
Personal Log 0940.132023 Before I get started I noticed that this site is free for like thirty days and then you have to pay to keep using. Im sorry I am not playing a penny for your thoughts where I have to pay to write. If anything it should be the other way around. Any…
What is Love?
Love is unconditional all that's all that needs to be said, the rest is unnecessary overcomplication. If someone does not understand what unconditional means, then it's not the right moment to discuss this with them or to even try to explain on behalf of their experience and own path. What I'm tr...
The meaning of Life
We were born to carry out our life mission. There is an aspect of it that will open our eyes towards new meanings that we've missed. There is an aspect that helps us grow up as a spirit, based on how we react and handle situations. There is an aspect where we serve the global…
Is it too good to be true?
Have you ever been in a situation, where everything feels so damn right that you start fearing there is something hidden that will soon ruin the happy moment? I only know that this is somewhat valid. I don't know where is the fine line between being paranoid and protecting yourself from disappoin...
We learn to hold our heads as if we wear crowns. We learn to wring magic from the ordinary.
We do wear crowns all the time. These are the crowns of our divine virtues and Gifts of abundance from God, our Father, the Sabaoth. The more we are grateful and productive, the more diligently we follow our life mission, the more merrily our crown shines with our adamantine jewels, filled incess...
Gnar-sis and Gno-sis, twins separated at birth
The thing that separates humans from animals is narcissism. Which is the ABILITY to examine oneself, as in a mirror, as if from an outside perspective, to gain clarity on what needs change and what is working. Same thing as Gnosticism. Originally they were the same thing, then the nature of duali...
Morning 20/10/22 at 11:37amÂ
I fear that I don’t know what I’m doing. I am so afraid, so busy and so entrenched that I have lost myself in puddles of poop. I don’t have a more elegant way to put it, I know I should be distancing myself from falling into my to-do list but I can’t! I am…
“self aware”
I don't know what the meaning of mindfulness is. I mean I know it's like something to do with bieng conscious. Is it like being self aware or is that different? I don't know but I'm just gonna write. A few days ago I felt like I woke up and saw a reflection of me…
Conflicted
Sometimes, I have so many thoughts that I never say out loud. Never good, never bad: Just a melancholic reasoning of everything around me that it feels like nobody can understand. I have friends who I can count on when something is wrong, but I never tell them everything I want to say. I've found...