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April 9, 2019
Alright yall I am tired.  Exhausted.  I did not sleep well last night, at all.  I went to bed at 8? Woke up at 9:30 and couldn’t fall back asleep until midnight.  I was so tired and frustrated.  I am pretty sure I am manic, but it is what it is. We have a team…
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