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• The Game

  March 29, 2020

  Do I scare u...I mean the other side of me...Does my nightmares make u tremble...shake inside? Can u truly understand the demons inside of me...lurking...prowling just waiting to pounce and devour the taste of u...just craving to breathe u in and do dirty sins? Do u wanna dig to the darkest parts...

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• Early Morning Mind Clutter

  March 15, 2020

  My morning thoughts: I woke up to face another day. Another day of Happy n Sad moments...Depression...Joys...Self Doubt...And moments of 💯% Confidence. I am a sparatic...neurotic...Caring empath. Most times I care too much and other times I don't give a shit enough. My mind keeps me awake at nigh...

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• Old Fanshioned Men R Da Shit

  December 7, 2018

  It Blows My Whole Mind how someone can value body over mind...money over soul...sex over worth! Maybe I'm stuck in old fashioned ways or have old fashioned values but I'm in awe over seeing an older couple in line in front of me and the older gentleman not only pardoned himself because he thought...

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• There is Peace N moments of Truths

  November 22, 2018

  I am not innocent n my thoughts...N my mind I have committed Sins upon Sins. The moment I close my eyes...I run loose like a floozy. My body tingles feeling my fantasies as if they had a breath to breathe life.  My mind races thru every dirty deed I can commit...as my fingers trace the…

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• No matter life’s circumstance…my children bring me joy

  October 24, 2018

  No matter what life throws at me...the one constant joy I have comes from my children. I could be having the worst day but the minute one of my children call me with good news about their life...my bad day melts. My oldest son got a job! 🙏😍😊👍 GOD

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• Old Skool Days

  October 12, 2018

    Came across these n I realized how truly red my natural hair color was. The top pic...me pregnant at 17....bottom pic I was 16. Man...this was when I had big dreams. I was carefree...young dumb..n u know the rest. Eeeeons ago! When I was optimistic...fresh n young. Before my heart was smas...

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• Soul Ties Defined

  October 12, 2018

  Definition:   The Power of Soul Ties. ... Whether you're a religious person or not, soul ties is a theory that can be explained and understood by anyone. It's the idea that certain actions can connect you to a person and cause you to bond in a way that is not easily broken. Typically, soul t...

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• I’m entitled to be bi-polar so Eff off

  October 12, 2018

  As I lay inches from SLEEPING WITH THE ENEMY...I find thoughts of murdering him comforting...plots to end his life n plea insanity by emotional n verbal abuse. Do u think I would get the death penalty or could I gain the sympathy of the jurors by reasonable insanity? I find it highly annoying tha...

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• The worst battles r fought n the dead of night

  October 12, 2018

  Sleep evades my wide open eyes n my cluttered mind keeps the sand man confused as how to slumber my thoughts. The silence is thick in the pitch black but the noise my head makes...sounds like a marching band clanging around with symbols being slammed together over n over...it's deafening n the de...

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