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• There is Peace N moments of Truths

  November 22, 2018

  I am not innocent n my thoughts...N my mind I have committed Sins upon Sins. The moment I close my eyes...I run loose like a floozy. My body tingles feeling my fantasies as if they had a breath to breathe life.  My mind races thru every dirty deed I can commit...as my fingers trace the…

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• No matter life’s circumstance…my children bring me joy

  October 24, 2018

  No matter what life throws at me...the one constant joy I have comes from my children. I could be having the worst day but the minute one of my children call me with good news about their life...my bad day melts. My oldest son got a job! 🙏😍😊👍 GOD

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• Old Skool Days

  October 12, 2018

    Came across these n I realized how truly red my natural hair color was. The top pic...me pregnant at 17....bottom pic I was 16. Man...this was when I had big dreams. I was carefree...young dumb..n u know the rest. Eeeeons ago! When I was optimistic...fresh n young. Before my heart was smas...

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• Soul Ties Defined

  October 12, 2018

  Definition:   The Power of Soul Ties. ... Whether you're a religious person or not, soul ties is a theory that can be explained and understood by anyone. It's the idea that certain actions can connect you to a person and cause you to bond in a way that is not easily broken. Typically, soul t...

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• I’m entitled to be bi-polar so Eff off

  October 12, 2018

  As I lay inches from SLEEPING WITH THE ENEMY...I find thoughts of murdering him comforting...plots to end his life n plea insanity by emotional n verbal abuse. Do u think I would get the death penalty or could I gain the sympathy of the jurors by reasonable insanity? I find it highly annoying tha...

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• The worst battles r fought n the dead of night

  October 12, 2018

  Sleep evades my wide open eyes n my cluttered mind keeps the sand man confused as how to slumber my thoughts. The silence is thick in the pitch black but the noise my head makes...sounds like a marching band clanging around with symbols being slammed together over n over...it's deafening n the de...

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• To Beard or not to Beard…that is the phuken question

  October 11, 2018

  I have a secret...I am growing a beard at 47 years old but I'm trying to hide it. Man...I remember living next to this older woman who was as sweet as cake but she had wiskers on her chinny chin chin. N I remember every time I'd engage in a conversation with her...all I could…

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• Silly Sally

  October 11, 2018

  Have u ever read the book *Silly Sally*? Well...she is me n I am her! We live parralel worlds. Everything I do is back wards n upside down. The world tells me to Hate n here I Go loving! I go against the grain...I walk into the storm instead of fleeing from it. I'm like…

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• I have this annoying quirk

  October 11, 2018

  I have this quirk in seeing the good in people before I see the bad. I judge u by ur heart n not ur actions. N I continue to believe n the good in u before I allow the bad to absorb my perceptions. Maybe that's when it hurts the absolute most when I start…

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