Recent Entries

• To continue the updates…

  April 4, 2018

  So to jump back to continuing with the update since my old journal entry... After 2014, jump ahead to 2016...  Ryan proposes! Woohoo! Super exciting. I've always wanted to be married. but had to wait for the right guy. after 4 years of dating, I knew Ryan was the right guy.  It's funny because we...

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• The Usual These Days

  March 16, 2018

  My next entry was going to be a continuation of updates but instead I need to write this... For about 3 years now, I have had something to what i self diagnosed as anxiety.  No idea why it started but I've always had a bit of, let's just say hesitance with my life. It's possible…

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• Hello again!

  March 13, 2018

  Well hello again OD!  It's been a while! So glad OD is back! I have definitely missed writing on here! So much has happened since my last entry on 8/7/2012, I barely know where to begin! Ryan and I had been dating a month when that entry was posted.  We have now been together almost 6…

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• bf!!

  February 29, 2012

  Morning!!   Today is an awesome day because I officially have a boyfriend! :D kinda really excited hehe! Michael asked me to be his girlfriend! How cute is that! No waiting months and months wondering where we are at and all that crap! It happened kinda fast, this is the 3rd week we have bee...

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• smile!

  February 23, 2012

  Update time. J It’s been awhile. But less than a year so that’s an improvement lol.   1st life change: Finally got my house. It took forever and I didn’t actually get to move in until end of August. It is amazing. I love it so much. Last weekend we were actually working on ...

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• start of something new…

  May 29, 2011

  Wellll its been a long time… I have been sooo busy I haven’t even been on here to read my lovely friends diaries! (time for some catch up reading J )   soooo heres the update on me! Major things first… I have been looking for a house for about five months. First of all,&h...

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• losing me

  June 19, 2010

  © " youre losing me one day at a time drifting farther farther from you til all you see will be a shadow of the old never returning this life isnt me youre not me i want passion not sizzling. PASSION tight feeling in my chest stars in my eyes Never... will never settle? oh…

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• i felt this deep conection when you look n my eyes

  June 17, 2010

  So wut is new… Oh, diet. Doing good. It’s been 5 weeks and I’ve lost 10.5lbs. Yay. Losing weight, I would say, is one of the hardest things to do. You have to literally change how you eat. For me, I got a chai or mocha or whatever everyday, sometimes twice a day. And usually&he...

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• change. the only expected thing in life.

  May 11, 2010

  So from previous entries I have been sleeping better. I have this huge fan in my room (because in the summer it gets really hot up there) and so I figured out if I turn it on it drowns out all the “scary” sounds. Yay! I still can’t get up before 20 mins before I…

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