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• Am I keeping up with it?

  January 17, 2024

  Not as well as I wanted to.  I keep thinking I need to go to the ER and be evaluated for diverticulitis. I had it at the end of November. The cat scan showed a pancreatic tumor.  They kindly pushed me out the door and told me to call my doctor for a special type…

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• My First, First!!

  January 6, 2024

  I'm proud of myself for being able to put myself and granddaughter first.  I told my oldest daughter that i would not watch my grandson for her, if she has to become a inpatient in the hospital. She has mrsa. She has it in her breast as first diagnosed as Mastitis. She has been very…

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• Happy New Year

  January 4, 2024

  I saw the New Year in. Welcome 2024. I am ready for a great new year. The last year had its moments. too many. This year, 2024, will be a year of firsts.  I think that every other week i will do something i have not done before, or alone on my own. I don't…

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• lowest of all

  November 23, 2022

  Happy Thanksgiving I must confess, this is the first time i have ever thought seriously about ending my time on earth. I know my family would smile.

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• Helpppp

  September 19, 2021

  Hellos out there in diary land. I was to get a copy of text messages off my phone and onto an entry and I do not know how. Can someone help teach me please?

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• Life takes a bite, twice in a week.

  September 18, 2021

  Poor Tucker cannot return to school until the 23rd. That is next Thursday. twice this weekend i have been quarentined for exposure to COVID 19.  I sure hope there isnt a set back in his learning. i sure ope there isnt a set back socially.  which is ironic seeing he has tendencies to be a…

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• Getting settled in the new school year.

  September 17, 2021

  I am thankful for in person learning this school year. It had been a year and a half since I’ve had a break. The first week or 2 I was so tired and I was able to get some rest. I was depressed, it will come and go. I can deal with that. I cut…

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• Some days, and other days.

  September 14, 2021

  I went to the hospital this morning. Abigail was happy to see me.  I became very concerned when she told me her heart enzymes were still going up. The nurse came in the room a few times. Abbie was heavy on the call button. the cardiologist came in. I had him as a doctor when…

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• When it Rains?..

  September 13, 2021

  Well, today Abigail had to be taken by ambulance to the hospital , for chest pain. She is 34 years old, will be 35 in November.  She had been in the hospital twice last month for her lungs and they determined she was having congestive heart failure. I wasn’t surprised. I think her lifestyle has&h...

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