Recent Entries

• House Fire

  December 24, 2024

  Today is mine and Kevs official anniversary.  Christmas Eve.  It should be a happy time.  On November 23rd at 2am...we had a house fire and lost everything including pets.  Monroe the bulldog survived.  Kevin and I survived but I feel dead.   All my memories are gone.  everything is gone.

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• 9 months later….

  September 19, 2024

  Ha....no new kids....well not Human anyway.   My last entry was about Kevs.  He and I went to Applebees for a date and it went well.   He is the yougnin.   Well, here is what went down since then.   We were good.  I really liked him.  He was so sweet and kind.  A…

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• Kev

  December 17, 2023

  after Chd there was Lgan.  I knew that wouldn't work.  He had chased me for 10 yrs and once we were alone it was gross.  That ended so fast...it was not memorable and I want to erase that month please.   So a few weeks ago, I was on FBDating.  eww I know but I…

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• Even with Mercury in Retrograde….

  December 17, 2023

  Damn, so much has happened since I last wrote.  I think about writing so much but then I don't.   Here is what has happened since June.   I left Chd. Fuck him.  I couldn't take the selfishness and his drinking anymore.   I gave him a lot of grace.  And then there was the…

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• PlanetSelfish

  May 21, 2023

  Lately I have been living on PlanetSelfish and it isn't me that is selfish.  Its everyone else.  Chd is super selfish.  Its always all about him and what he can do for himself....same with his dad and mom.   Of course his kids are that way.  The only place that Chd isn't selfish is the…

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• PlanetSad

  May 13, 2023

  I switched jobs and I am working for a speciality Coffee company that I will call the zoo.  I love it so much.  After spending so many years at Starbx--I am in my element.   This is a small start up company and I am having a great time.  I have to commute about an…

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• Fishing, hunting and his son.

  November 29, 2022

  Yesterday Chd and his Dad went fishing.  They caught around 40 Catfish and called it a day.  We are having fresh fish tonight and I can not wait!  Its my favorite thing to eat! I made some Mac and cheese with Velveeta and phyla cream cheese, I will take that over when we go eat.…

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• The Ex-Wife

  November 27, 2022

  This woman gets under my skin.....like bad.  She tries to manipulate Chd with her whiny voice and condescending way that she talks to people...she is always the victim.  always.   I know that they both contributed to the divorce.  She is all my boyfriend knows mostly.  She admits to having a...

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• Both Dead and Alive Inside

  November 25, 2022

  The past year has been shit but there have been some highlights.  I started out living in Athens with the biggest POS named K.  I moved to Jack sonville alone with my dog Monroe in March.  It was a tiny home.  It was quiet but wasn't a "home".  I started the new year with a…

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