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Here’s to feeling alive again

January 29, 2022
It has been too long. Its 12 am, and a memory popped up. The original OpenDiary layout. It was highly customizable back then and I learned how to code mine to perfection. Back then I needed that outlet and finding this site in its original days, was a gift and I didn't know at the…
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