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The housing market sucks

December 28, 2021
Wow, it's been a couple weeks since I've written anything. I'm starting to really stress out about my living situation. Our lease is up in June and baby is due in August. The problem is... we can't fucking afford ANYTHING right now. It's not because we're not making decent money. It's because the...
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