the ashtray

currently: reading: discord listening: fragi's weeb music on his stream watching: fragi's livestream (the 5th hour???) obsession: the discord where lindsey and i send each other bad jokes and cat pictures we're getting out of this ashtray apartment in a month. finally. hopefully i won't have to t...

currently: reading- twitch chat listening- wake me up - avicii (rip dude) watching- poko's frickin twitch streams obsession- ios harry potter game, as i'm still 12 on monday, i answered a knock at the door after work and there was a guy, obviously selling something. warily, i said hi. he asked me...

27 currently: reading- facebook birthday wishes listening- hamilton soundtrack watching- mbmbam animatics obsession- how tired i am it is my birthday. it does not feel like it. and not in a boo-hoo where are my presents god i wish i was 15 and all my friends and family have to buy me gifts wah ad...

throwback! 1. List ten things you want to say to 10 people but know you never will. 2. Don’t say who they are. 3. Feel free to comment, but I’m not confirming or answering anything.  i was trying to distance myself from your machinations even before i moved, but when you're literally my only frie...

i really need NOT take two weeks between entries. currently: reading- work purchase orders, as i write them listening- king and lionheart, of monsters and men watching- firefly (again) obsession- planning my june vacation old school breakdown of a weekend? the past is now and the future is now an...

currently: reading- this very diary what i am writing in now listening- carey, joni mitchell watching- the good place season 2 obsession- solid lotion back on my bullshit, writing in my diary AT WORK. what up bad coping mechanisms. so, rachel from the past, while trying very hard to be a good per...

currently: reading- humans are space orcs tumblrs listening- the the adventure zone zone watching- philadelphia fusion/boston uprising match obsession- how my spoiled brat cat only won't sit on the couch without his bed still not doing work at work. it's about to be a problem. like, 12 hours away...

christ alive, this is back from the dead. currently: reading- game of thrones fan fiction (help) listening- you taste like wine, the collection watching- terrace house: opening new doors obsession- philadelphia fusion (somehow) i briefly scanned the last 10 or so entries from college and wow budd...