I wish someone could save me from emotional pain. I wish someone could realise I am not okay. I haven’t been happy in along time. I am not close with my family or do not have any genuine friends. I think my work contract is coming to an end early because there hasn’t been a lot of work after Christmas break. I am happy but sad at the same time because I need a break from work however; having so much time on my hand will not be good for my mental health. I need to try to keep myself busy and remind myself that I am in control of my life. Its okay to feel sad but I need to try my best to get through the day.