How’s your day goin

Well here I sit in my truck miles away from the safety of my apartment after yet another unsuccessful date with someone. Not that I did it, but it seems like my ex sat and complained about her unhappiness and feelings and the first guy swooped in and fulfilled her life’s dreams. I mention I feel sad and alone and just become even more sad and alone.

Against all my efforts, I think that’s that for me. I’m not meant to have a family, friends, or a relationship. I’m just meant to quietly fade away