#abuse

Every day for the past 40 years I've felt like the little girl who ran upstairs to pack my clothes in a black garbage bag so my mom could take me home with her. Why didn't she love me? Why did she keep leaving me. I rushed because she said it was time to go,…

We talked about abuse in class today. It threw me off. I held onto the tears that wanted to get out. I spaced out a lot, and during the rest of the day I've been feeling sad. Memories came rushing, feelings; anger, sadness, numbness...

Sitting at my desk starring at the bright screen like I've done all the nights before and it's 12:34 a.m. Days go by and every morning as the time passes by I keep seeing 12:34 a.m. No minute more no minute less. Days go by an it's 12:34 a.m. again. My guardian angels are trying…

https://outofthefog.website/what-it-feels-like/ This is a collection of articles describing what it can feel like to be in a relationship with someone who suffers from a personality disorder. Feeling Isolated - It's common for people who have a relationship with someone who suffers from a persona...

https://outofthefog.website/what-to-do-1/ A collection of ideas and responses to personality disordered behaviors that have worked well in most cases. The 3 "C's" Rule - The 3 "C's" rule is a mantra for abuse victims that says: "I didn't cause it, I can't cure it and I can't control it." The 51% ...

The different faces of abuse   What Is Abuse? How Does It Happen? - Domestic Violence: It's EVERYBODY'S Business There’s a misconception among the masses, that abuse is only limited to physical violence. One couldn’t be more wrong. Abuse comes in different forms. And, this makes it much more comp...

I started a new book Safe haven. I may just stop reading, listening to podcast and music! I am so over all this crying. I think you messed my brain up! I felt that one!   https://open.spotify.com/episode/0mQikpCUnUGXZutNQUBx0k?si=6Aea_3CDQF2FGAPPUgvB7Q https://open.spotify.com/track/0zZcAOmi...

I don’t live in La La Land all the time, but I do enjoy it there. La La Land is a mystical, magical place where iron lobsters and unicorns have pillow fights under happy tress; it is truly innocent. Back to reality! In real life my name is Sarah Jane, that is what my mom…

Frank brought our daughter home today, I let my guard down. I wasn’t paying attention and he made it in the house. My baby was sleeping and he had my stepson with him. I was getting out of my head and into my body; I was dancing around the living room. My stepson came in…