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Monday marked 2 months, 8 weeks since your whore came forward and ended your perfect life. Let's do a recap shall we? I have heard all of the following things since she decided it would be best for everyone involved if the affair came to light. Including and not limited to: -I love you -I…

You sent her this song.  Followed by a slew of messages talking about how you never wanted to leave her - she didn't want to let you go.  The last time you sent me a song.... I honestly can't remember, maybe never? I know you have come home to play something on YouTube, but to…

🎶 Falling in love is such an easy thing to do And there's no guarantee that the one you love Is gonna love you 🎶 I swear this is literally the soundtrack of my mind..."Everybody Plays the Fool" - you know the song from maybe the late 80's, early 90's? Welp that's what is replaying…

💭 Keep in mind these are thoughts that race through my mind when I'm alone, its quiet and I'm in the shower - hence - "Shower Confessions". _______________________________________________   💭 Facebook Post Idea: Someone convince me NOT to text the whore - I know I should let things go. But s...

Within 24 hours of your affair being exposed you "promised" me that you were 100% in it, that you were going to try and give 100% to our relationship. It was you that wanted to fix the relationship and stay together. It was you that wanted to stay together, forgive and "forget". It was you…

One month since the affair was exposed. Until you are grieving you don't realize just how long a month can feel.  I felt like I endured a year within a 30-31 day time frame.  There were days when I didn't realize one had passed, sometimes the minutes turned into hours and I couldn't tell you…

I know why the caged bird sings.... -No, I actually don't.  I didn't read the poem - or is it a book. But if I were back in high school English and the essay topic was "Describe what the phrase 'I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings' means and how can it relate to you"…

I sometimes find it hard to be thankful for having so little, always struggling, and always having to climb out of some facilitated new ditch. I also find it extremely challenging to "count it all joy" when I'm being accused, threatened, shunned, ostracized, and ordered around like I'm someone's ...

Did you know there is science behind why we remember certain events? I first learned of this when I was watching "Someone Like You" (Ashley Judd: 2001).  She is meets with a plastic surgeon to discuss having her amygdala removed because she read that it controlled her olfactory sense to associate...

*Written last night* It was good today indeed. Good that it ended, lol. I always get pushback from the "forces" whenever I write or say certain things. But the same occurs when I don't, so I figure I might as well go ahead and scribble my truth. I think it's better to get your ass…