#confidence

I slept from 12am to 6am. When I woke up, I watched a girl on YouTube visit Japan. She has traveled to over 120 counties, and I think she’s about 25 years old (I’m not sure). Then I watched another one of my favorite YouTubers who is an influencer from the Philippines. She travels often…

I just slept eight hours. When I first quit smoking, I would have the most vivid dreams and remember every detail. Just now, I remember dreaming but I can’t recall everything. I just remember a girl in my dream, asking me if I smoked and me telling her I was unsure. We were in my…

I was a wreck on the day of my audition. It took me nearly four hours to get ready because I kept needing to hop in a warm tub bc my feet were as cold as ice. Martin (the acting coach) was very sweet and patient. Our initial meeting at 11:30am turned to 1pm then…

I am finding it hard with the new changes to my job coming up. Change is not my favourite thing at all and even though I know things will be fine my evil friend Imposter Syndrome seems to have reared its' head and is trying to take control. So here is the question of the…

Whose your favorite artist? As they say art is toward the beholder but when it comes to art. I guess anyone can be a artist, but it takes a artist to know one, as the word suggest, art is the substitution for beauty, but there is no such thing as beauty in the world. No…

I'm hobbling home with a mysterious bruise a week from healing, high heels a tad too big hooked on too-long Aruba Blue fingernails, an all-wrong outfit draped about the frame and no less than two kinds of dinner and desserts down the dining hole with some new story ideas—As per usual—and though I...

I have felt a little bit uneasy the last few days.  I am writing here because I know there's no judgement (at least there never was before so I'm back).  Let me preface this entry by saying that my dating and relationship skills are . . . nonexistent?  I am not young (in my 30's)…