#diary

There are a lot of stuff that we carry alone, whether it's intentional or unintentional, that we cannot directly share to people we know. And sometimes, these burden pile up and they overflow. We lose control of ourselves and become too overwhelmed with these emotions, secrets, and burden. We con...

I wrote a letter to you last night, a hand-written letter. This is not the first letter I wrote to you since we are apart, but I'd send this one first. The other one, more sentimental, will be sent later, after I finish your birthday gift. Yes, your birthday gift, this year, you will also…

It has been a break since 29 Apr, almost a week ago. There was time that I unpublished my entries, but today I decided to just publish them again. I don't know if my actions are good or bad, just they are, as facts, probably. Today I see Dr. S., my doctor and literally I…

28 April 2021 Today I miss you.  Yeah, don't know, really miss you. Then I start to imagine. I imagine you touch me, we are doing this that kissing and things. You said something about a joyful trip with your friend, someone who you admired, loved his work, his poetry and his soul. Then I…

I remember you as if it were yesterday. There was a snowstorm and I was seeing you off at a railway station, strangely completely alone at the platform. I was sitting on a bench, and the world was completely quiet, and I was waiting for you to arrive and to leave forever. I have always…

i've never confronted myself on how i feel. it's so easy to ignore your emotions, insecurities and acknowledge everything dark and depressing about you. i've never learned how to be open with anyone. i can't even be honest about my feelings to others. it's only times like this, at 3-4 am where i ...

I think this is where we write our diarys...if you see the correct me if I'm wrong. It's a beautiful day outside and I'm enjoying the day so far..don't got class because it's christmas break! I think I may watch some netflix this afternoon. I don't really got anything else to say accept..... R.I....

MY FIRST ENTRY 🙂 Not sure what to do right here. I only have a few days on this website I wish I'll be able to share more. I've been in a long-distance relationship for three years and he's living in another country.  It's so hard especially because of Corona Virus. If he's busy I…

   I can wake up one morning, sit up in bed and think "Okay, it's a new day... Think positive. Be happy." Then all of a sudden I have a flashback of a memory. One memory leads pushes me down a dark painful rabbit hole. And I'm not even out of the bed yet, my…

I was 14 years old when I wrote this entry and it seems like I had been visiting my mother for, what seems to be Spring Break. I will give some context to whom I am referencing before I share this old journal entry. I will also use [brackets] in between paragraphs for commentary. Not…