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His body was heavy on me, sweating on my skin, moaning in my ear. The ceiling is white with weird shapes like the ones all old townhouses have. The air coming from the window is blowing at the tapestries on the wall. Has he finished yet?  I told you NO. I told you I don’t…

Hello, everyone! This is my first time here and I think I'll be staying here often to vent out my thoughts when I don't have someone to talk to. I also compose songs whenever my negative emotions tryna eat me whole lol. I'm kinda glad that I found a place where I can share things…

As the title suggests, I'm new to Open Diary. I've been using writing as a form of therapy for years. It usually doesn't matter what I write as long as I start writing something. Eventually I'll end up telling a story from my past or sharing my hopes and dreams for the future.   The…

I've been wanting to write something these past few days, but was not able to so. At least not until now. I want to write about something relevant that happened in my day. Sadly, there isn't any. Other than being grateful that I have woken up, which is one most relevant thing, there's none. My&he...

Thursday evening, 21st May 2015   Dearest Friend, Not until today have I been able to report about some progress… And “progress” it might be – not just for me and people like us, but all of Ireland on a political standpoint! You know I'm not a fanatic when it comes to politics in general,&he...

Monday, 30th May 2016 Dearest Friend, I read James’s letter from the 13th on the bus back to Galway yesterday; it was a very emotional read for me! I find it hard to articulate how I’m feeling sometimes. It’s hard to explain to people that I sometimes need alone time to repair myself; it’s hard&h...

7:30a.m. Tuesday morning, 7th April 2015 Dearest Friend, For a change, Emanoel has decided to send me a message in the style of a letter, to show how much he appreciates us staying in contact. It’s very amusing to see how much he’s opened up to me as friend since departing home, and has emotional...

I guess can start with the awkward bit. The part where I have to directly address anyone reading this because I should give some context. I will keep things somewhat vague, for my own privacy, but I am going to use this as a transparent outlet, hoping that it is helpful to anyone (including mysel...

There are a lot of stuff that we carry alone, whether it's intentional or unintentional, that we cannot directly share to people we know. And sometimes, these burden pile up and they overflow. We lose control of ourselves and become too overwhelmed with these emotions, secrets, and burden. We con...

I wrote a letter to you last night, a hand-written letter. This is not the first letter I wrote to you since we are apart, but I'd send this one first. The other one, more sentimental, will be sent later, after I finish your birthday gift. Yes, your birthday gift, this year, you will also…