#dreams

I slept from 12am to 6am. When I woke up, I watched a girl on YouTube visit Japan. She has traveled to over 120 counties, and I think she’s about 25 years old (I’m not sure). Then I watched another one of my favorite YouTubers who is an influencer from the Philippines. She travels often…

I just ate my leftovers from yesterday, and it was so filling. I took a bath and washed my hair, and now I’m in bed. I have a facial mask on at the moment, and I feel absolutely perfect. My day was pretty awesome too. I finally finished part two of my music video. I…

Tomorrow is part two of my music video. The first half was shot underwater but tomorrow will be the dance scene. I’m going to be very careful tomorrow because the last thing I want is a sprang ankle, cut or bruise. We only have one body, and I’m going to be gentle with mine. I…

I just came back from my trip to Cedar Park, Texas to do part one of my music video. It was an absolute blast, and a memory that will last forever! I am so forever grateful! My parents drove me there, which took about 3 hours and 25 minutes to get there. My mom always…

Last night, I saw my complex on the news for another shooting. I know the kids involved too. It’s really nothing new. It happens all the time. I lived there for 7 years. I lived in 3 different apartments within the complex during that time. The first apartment I lived with a janitor who was…

I just did my audition. I had the same reader from a previous, disastrous audition. I don’t like him much. I remember I asked his opinion on my audition. And his response was, “um, you didn’t pay for coaching so I cannot comment.” I didn’t asked him for coaching; I just asked if he liked…

I have an audition tomorrow morning for Samsung Galaxy. It pays $800 but $2500 if they actually use the footage. Then afterwards I have a studio session with El DeBarge. I met with a vocal coach today who looked just like Santa Claus. When I first met him he seemed very depressed and his home&hel...

It's been a while. I just finished reading my old entries and I can't help but laugh at my own share of adversities. I was busy looking for love which only brought me so much tears, betrayal and hurts. But above it all I was able to get to know myself better. Loved and appreciated…

Day 14:  I was dreaming again last night!  My apple watch says I got 6 1/2 hrs of sleep.

Day 13: I woke up from a dream around 3:45 am today and I was annoyed. I just want a good night's sleep. I was mad but then I realized I had a dream. I don’t remember the last time I actually had a dream. In part of my dream, I was walking with friends…