#dreams

I think I'm literally not going to do anything today, nothing at all except disconnect from the internet and read the Good Book. I may step out to go to the store, but that's it, ha-ha. I'm just taking a day. Why the heck not? Material-wise, life can't get much worse. I went to sleep…

It was a cool day. Most people were mellow or nice. No random nasties today, lmao. I mostly just did my little work, listened to music, and thought about my future. That Grey Daze song "Still Screaming" came on while I was listening. It never fails to choke me up every time I hear the…

I'm trying to remember all of this while I still can. C was in the dream, but so were other band members such as M. I didn't interact with him, but he did. No idea how he got there, but it is what it is. It was a gathering. Some kind of gathering where you…

There were dreams last night but nothing I remembered enough to transfer to white space. Today I mostly focused on prayer, Scriptures, and getting enough rest to keep soldiering on in the battles I face in the world daily. I do need to stress that last week's "hug" dream was just a hug. It was&he...

Today was one of those days when I was just ... over it. Over the struggle but at the same time knowing that I have to keep going no matter how rough things get. We're allowed to have bleh moments. Even the most honorable prophets in the Bible had moments where they were just like…

I'd spent the day yesterday not playing any music or anything other than Bible-related stuff and had planned to do some things after I posted, but I was a little tired. So I ended up falling asleep on the opposite end of my bed ... and then having another dream. I did not intend to…

Sleep was good and long enough. I prayed throughout the day yesterday and before I went to sleep asking for immediate repulsion against anything that was ungodly, anything I wasn't supposed to be doing, or anything that wasn't of or from the Almighty. I went to sleep half wanting to dream and hal...

So yeah ... I just woke up. I most definitely unintentionally dreamed of C last night, but I am struggling really hard to remember all of it. I can say that it was a version of him with dark hair and a lip ring, and the overall vibe was that we were close and highly…

Well, today was rather disappointing, as I discovered that I have missed out on going to Cedar Point for the annual 2025 Coastermania. By the time I had visited the registration page today (which I have done daily for the past month as the time and date of the sale is never announced beforehand),...

As the school year is drawing to an end, I have lots of things to look forward to. Visiting family, hanging out with friends, and the lack of school work. But I also have to start practicing and working on auditions material, which brings me to this. My mother has already agreed to let me…