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Missing You Comes In Waves…

MommaBear83
June 16, 2023
... and tonight I'm drowning... I want to be happy... but I don't know how to fix myself. I've learned to sit with my feelings and hurt for a while and then move on when they are over, but lately it seems like there are too many and I'm not better off than months ago.…
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POEMS: A CRESCENDO

tarahahmad
June 6, 2023
(1) YOUR HOUSE  paid twenty dollars for a small pizza total heartbreak diva a hurt smile like the mona lisa i put it all on my visa you kept me around because it was fun no remorse, for the feelings you left undone my head spun now that it’s over I’ll wish it never begun…
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Mother’s Day

OhMylanta
May 15, 2023
This Mother’s Day I was holding out some hope that my sisters might send me a message or call me, but they didn’t. Being kicked aside by my family when they’ve been the center of my whole existence is the most painfully lonely thing I’ve ever experienced. The good news is I’ve moved past the…
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“I’M NOT ANYONE’S FAVOURITE”

tarahahmad
April 23, 2023
I was given my mother’s flame. The desire to defend, protect, and serve honourably, no matter what cause or consequence involved. Being a fighter is embedded in my nature without me even having to try. I just close my eyes and trust that everything will fall apart, but then back into place again....
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Knowing what to do yet choosing to remain stuck and miserable.

HiddenSmiles
April 21, 2023
04/21/23 8:29 AM   You ever turn the brightness down on your laptop or phone because you're embarrassed about what you're about to write?   Anyway, this week has been exhausting for me, I'm not sure if i manifested certain things due to overthinking and fear or if im just having bad luck but...
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Coffee sips and delusions

HiddenSmiles
April 17, 2023
04/17/23 10:22 AM   I stayed up late as i always do , did a little dancing in the dark used my rose toy, hit my vape and fell asleep around 2:00 AM. This has become a normal routine for me which has me questioning how much sleep our bodies truly need to actually function,…
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Loneliness really does hurt…

HiddenSmiles
April 11, 2023
Hi, this feels a little weird but relaxing, i dont have any friends and haven't had any in quite some time, i think the trauma from being ghosted by pretty much every person in my life outside of my immediate family has really made me okay with being alone but a lot of nights it…
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CHAPTER 6 – CUPIDO

tarahahmad
February 23, 2023
Love is what flows the thoughts, feelings, and emotions to my heart. I crave the eternal touch of another - that moment when your hand grazes my face, outlining my jaw like it was one your best paintings. It is present in the lines of your smile when you laugh, like a galaxy exploding, your…
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A beautiful, regular day

OhMylanta
January 29, 2023
I had a beautiful day today! The most beautiful part is that nothing particularly special happened, but I'm still so very happy. I finally feel consistent peace and satisfaction, joy even. I love my son so much. We have a nice routine. My husband is so supportive and kind. He offered to let me sl...
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CHAPTER 4: AUTHENTICITY AND ALIENATION

tarahahmad
December 6, 2022
This chapter is an open letter to myself. In the future, I hope I find you well rested. I know it’s hard to understand the meaning of rest — it sometimes feels impossible to slow down. In times like these I want you to remember when we lit the match of self love. When we…
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