#hope

So tonight I sent my ex a message under the impression that I was still blocked. (Because I was truly blocked) I was bored and I just impulsively did it. Yes I'll admit I had that "little hope" in the back of my head BUT MAINLY I was 100000% sure I was blocked. Maybe its…

Crazy things happening in the world right now. Everyone thinking and wondering how it all began. We will be Ok. We will get through this pain. COVID and the elections, no one is taking care of each other’s things. Let’s make this comeback, let’s make us great again. Let’s stay safe and help each ...

Welcome to the story of the law of unattraction. It's the story of the time I didn't manifest the husband of my dreams. It all began back in the summer of 2019. I was currently in a relationship with a guy I knew I wasn't going to marry. We were constantly fighting and arguing over…

He messaged back. The guy I messaged eleven months ago. I messaged him again, two months ago, about two hours after finally breaking up with my ex. I'm not proud of myself, waiting such a short amount of time before approaching someone else but in my defence I didn't expect him to reply. I was&he...

Heres my story to share, I wrote this on my phone so the grammar isnt great. Eight years ago i was a smart, spoiled highschooler going through a typical breakup. While trying to feel better i met a guy addicted to opiates. We began seeing eachother and i began doing opiates regularly. I continued...

So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love. 1 Cor 13:13 It never really struck me before that love is greater in God’s eyes than faith. I pay so much attention to Romans 8 and get so overcome by my own doubts, stumbling and lack of faith.…

It's like after I hurt you I couldn't come back from that. Now everything's so serious. I just want to lie on the couch and watch a movie with you. It's okay though, I think I need to let you go... and hope that you'll come back like before this ever happened.

 Dear diary I've been quite happy the last few days. I spent eastern with my whole family. I love these days because there's always tons of good food. Today I spoke to a friend who actually called me " a fucking whore" because me and my best friend broke up. But I'm never really ma...

 Dear diary Right now I'm at my friends house. She's having a home party and everyone is quite drunk or high. Me too.  I had to take my medications but I took way more than I should and now I can't sleep. My body is giving up but my mind is awake. Most of the…