#lgbtq

It's rare that i feel clarity, my mind is always in some form of extreme emotion, as if I'm in constant fight or flight, I always feel intense anger within a split second, overwhelming sadness, stress and anxiety or just some form of extreme emotion. But right now, for the first time in years I&h...

Being homeless means I often get to see systemic barriers that often times people don't really consider to be such. Beyond the fact that having a family is an enormous leg up, beyond credit scores (which don't exist in other countries) blocking housing opportunities, beyond the fact you need an a...

I spent the last week bouncing back-and-forth between Bakersfield Los Angeles, as I attempted to get some of the last things that I had at the house. I didn’t want to run into my partner, he’s an alcoholic and… I can’t even begin to describe that situation and you could only understand it if you&...

Me and benji talked, he doesnt want to be with me that way, not anymore. He reassured me it wasnt anything against me, but i know its because i just....have no personality anymore. I wouldve just taken him down with me. But it still hurts. Knowing that the person who kept reassuring me that i&hel...

Been feeling so worthless. Just my thoughts constantly saying "you are good for nothing" over and over again, like a mantra. I wake up just to have these words jump me, keeping me from getting out of bed, wanting to go back to sleep just so it will stop. Sometimes it changes to what my…

I was in a 5 year relationship that ended in him leaving back to his hometown (thousands of miles away) last year. After 2 years living together, and him being unemployed promising change everytime, he ran away, told me he would come back in a month and then said that he wasnt coming back. Now&he...

Years ago, I used to write on here, when i was a teenager, and stopped during my early 20s. My life now, is at a point where....well, im miserable for the most part. So Im back here, seeing if writing down my thoughts will help. Most of my rambling will probably just be run on…

Happy Friday! I woke up in a good mood today. I went to the gym at 5:30am, got my 15 mins of the treadmill done and attended a weight lifting class. I rushed to worked while doing my make-up in the car. As I was arriving to work, I noticed that H sent me a…

typing with long nails is going to be a nightmare. . . after work today, i went to the gym with my boyfriend. now, im sitting in my bed eating cookies and drinking cider in my slipknot shirt. i was high energy for a bit, but now im very tired and would rather be in…

I don't wanna be toxic or a weird controlling girlfriend, but I can't help but feel upset/sad/jealous whenever my gf spends more time with her friends than with me, I don't like that she goes to their house every weekend and stays there until morning, or that she goes out drinking and doesn't eve...