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Late night posting…

⊱✿⊰ Sia ⊱✿⊰
August 31, 2023
It's about, oh I would say nearing 9:30pm... I watched a bit of Wheel, and Jeopardy, and a tiny bit of Blue Bloods, with my second fave NKOTB member Donnie Wahlberg. That image above? My friend Thuy Trang had it in the 80's and I think it was a signed poster? I remember singing along…
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The End I Wish For

MxSchizo
August 13, 2023
The quietness of madness, of sorrow, of otherness. How it spirits you away to a place of silent tears and roaring shame, terror of the future. Is it madness to fear what lies under my medication? To know what’s on the other side? To wonder from time to time? I just want to sob into…
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Schizophrenia, 2

MxSchizo
July 31, 2023
I remember when they used to speak to me. Voices that were more like my family than my own family was. Not just cruel, but kind. Much like the Reverend Mother, I both loved and hated them.   I remember when Mother used to guide me. A voice from beyond, visions of brilliance and beauty.…
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My BPD – Entry 4

allie
June 1, 2022
I just absolutely hate the way I am. Mostly my BPD. I have BPD because of trauma related issues. This has completely impacted my life. Every important adult figure in my life has left since I was born, starting with my parents. I live with my grandparents. Because of this mental illness, whenever...
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Escaping Reality

ghostgirl444
January 24, 2022
Reality is hard. Trying to face it is even harder. I have my escape and it's not healthy. How do I feel normal? How do I face the fact I can't leave anyone behind. I just need someone there to hug me but I've pushed everyone away and there is no way to get them…
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acceptance?

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MalUnstuckInTime
December 26, 2021
I am bipolar: it does not exist without me and I do not exist without it.  I was diagnosed the summer of 2007, and it did not occur to me, that we are inseparable until lately, 14 years later.   Bipolar and other mental illnesses have wreaked havoc on my life and self perception.  My current…
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Dear Ex-best friend

MightyHex
November 5, 2021
When you give it your all to help someone special in your life, who means the world to you, avoid someone toxic being in their life just to realize that…they themself were being toxic in yours. When you love someone you would do anything to enjoy time with that person. You would even excuse any&h...
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Today, Tomorrow, and So On

online.stranger
August 16, 2021
9:13 AM I am sitting on my bed having honestly a pretty poor breakfast (half a sandwich from the night before) scrolling through all of your posts. So many lives lived, and being lived. It really puts things into perspective on just how large this world is and how many of us struggle each day.&he...
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Bipolar Disorder & Lithium

Roxie
June 16, 2021
So I have Bipolar Disorder. I have been on lithium since January 2011. It changed my life. I began to function again. However, the lithium has terrible side effects. It’s toxic to the kidneys, it makes me super dehydrated, and I have problems with frequent urination, exhaustion, and weight gain. ...
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afterparty
February 12, 2021
Nice to meet you. My name is Liz. I have been alive for 23 years, 2 months, and 10 days so far. My heart has beaten over 1 billion times, and that number keeps on growing every second. I am scared for my future. I have been unhealthy for a very long time, and with…
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