#music

Dear Diary, July is shaping up to be a very exciting month, and I am starting to shape my future with it now that I have a much more positive mental attitude. These are the things that I have set out to achieve this month: 1) The 30 Day Song Challenge - whereby I learn…

Song: Trespassers William / Untitled            Mood: 😏         Week of pregnancy: 11, day 1   I am so happy to be back on open diary. Last time I was logging on was when I was about 18! I am 25 now and my life is definitely different. I deal…

8. A song you loved as a little kid   Well, I guess I’m going to pick two here. Now don’t laugh, but when I was about 4 years old I loved You Light Up My Life by Debbie Boone. I have no clue, either. I guess because my parents listened to it? The other…

Sorry guys. Fell behind 6. A song whose music video is better than the actual tune   Ok, I can’t decide on this one, either. I’m trying like hell to not post another Duran song, but the video for Wild Boys is insane. Yeah, I like the song, but the video is much better. But…

A song that helped pull you out of a really bad funk Another Duran song. When this album came out I was in a seriously bad place. I was drinking to the point of black out, doing every drug except heroin and meth. Getting into fights that literally had broken bottles and knives involved. It’s…

FMM 3 3. A song you have a hard time listening to these days,that you used to love. 5 years or so ago I pretty much hit bottom. I was manic for months, and basically lost everything I ever loved and cared for in my life. This song was wicked popular then, and I have…

Sorry, I'm a day late.  Favourite song from your favourite band in senior year of high school This question isn’t fair lol I listened to heavy metal and thrash when I was around my friends, but when I was alone I was still listening to the ever present Duran Duran and Depeche Mode. So because&hel...

Thanks to my wonderful sister, Nocturnal State, for coming up with the prompts! Feel free to join in! 1. Favourite song from your favourite band in senior year of high school 2. A song that never fails to make you dance in your chair/car 3. A song you have a hard time listening to these…

"Memories like films play on the wall of another self, another life A story without end that still lives on So much that passed us by is forever gone." — Wonder, VNV Nation   2018 threw me one hell of a curveball and taught me something I should have learned long ago. I should have let go&he...

Depression is a war within yourself, and it's nice to have a marching song that makes you feel that victory over it is obtainable. I'm listening to If I Lose Myself Tonight by OneRepublic--the Orchestral Intro version by Alesso--the orchestra brings a certain drama to the song that is fitting to ...