romance – Open Diary

Defeated

JB

November 26, 2022

For weeks I have been crying every day, but today, more than ever, I feel alone and defeated. DEFEATED is the right word and it is also painful. To make things worse, my tooth broke! Now I am laughing, but I guess is despair. I don't know from where to start. Maybe from the beginning.…

back to reality (?)

amillionthoughts

October 22, 2022

Hey there. Forgot about this place. I wrote one entry four years ago on this new account, and then life got in the way, as it is wont to do. I suppose I said what needed to be said at the time. In the past, I've just come here when Nicola springs to mind. I…

One of the worst days of my life

Lost

February 12, 2022

Since this is my first entry, I thought: "I might have to give an introduction to myself".... but I really don't give a shit, so I'm not going to. I'm so high right now and the situation is so complicated that I don't even know if I want to do this, but I'll give it…

Alone

mentalhealthandfaith

January 21, 2022

I feel alone most of the time. I feel like most people have bad intentions. I have no true friends. It feels lonely. I get no text messages or calls. If I'm ever in a time of need I don't have anyone to reach out to. I crave friendships and desire romantic relationship but I'm…

Single now… and forever?

avonlea

October 24, 2021

Dear no one, I’ve always believed that what makes my life meaningful are the people that are in it, and that the purpose of life is to love and be loved. On my 21st birthday I learned that I would never have a deep and abiding romantic love. That a partner with whom I could…

In 2007 on a Sunday

Secret Passions

March 14, 2021

I remember you invited me to a “College Days” event, trying to convince me to attend that particular college. I was excited. I drove on a greyhound for many hours. I wanted to attend that college; not just because I was interested in going to the college the event was taking place at... ...but ...

Here we go again

Secret Passions

March 5, 2021

The man that used to be the love of my life, introduced me to Open Diary back in 2004. Sometimes, I’ll come on OD hoping to see him. Yes, I’m still acquainted with him on other social media platforms and we talk here and there, but OD was more personal. I sound pathetic and I’m…

Aries Sun, Aries Woman, Aries Man, Romance, Attraction, and Erogenous Zones

Raphael Tiriel

December 1, 2019

Aries Sun, Aries Woman, Aries Man, Romance, Attraction, and Erogenous Zones https://youtu.be/qHQ2FvyjTa4

💞Better Late than Never 💞 (PG-13)

Soul Therapy

October 7, 2019

Yesterday was, without question, the most amazing day I have ever had in a relationship. It began early, which is unusual, because Drew usually sleeps late. Unfortunately, with all the meds he's on due to the spine surgery, he hasn't slept much in the past few days, so he hasn't slept at all in...

My Match, etc, Profile

Idorgaf

September 27, 2018

I'm working on getting back into the dating scene, at least by putting myself out there on online dating sites. I miss Craigslist, to be honest, where you were initially judged by words alone. I just thought I'd share what I decided to say. Easy criticism, my profile is extremely verbose. I did i...