#sad

It is so stupid how one person can entirely change your whole life. Since that night, I have let my thoughts be consumed by him and i wish i didn't. I wish i could be content with the perfect life I have. I deleted my SC. That's where he could contact me. He does have…

I know that everything is going to be OK in the end, but at the moment it’s not. I’m sad, angry, lonely, jobless and broke. I’m sad because I miss the sea. The sea is so beautiful and vast. It calms me and it gives me energy. I love the freshness, the sound of crashing…

Its my birthday today. The big 26. My Uncle told me the other day that once you hit 26 certain cells in your body stop reproducing and so you are basically slowly dying at that point. Regardless, i am still torn between two men. My husband and his entire family have made super sweet birthday…

I don't think I have ever said the truth on how I feel, not to somebody's face. My journal entry's are generally personal, intimate and me talking to me.. I think I am writing on here for some kind of response, some re assurance, some guidance. Things are hard. I have lost everything I care…

February 22, 2021 It's that time of year where winter has seemed to be going on for 6 months, even though it is only the second month of the year. We are having more snow than previous years, which has caused me to crash one car, pop a tire on another, and get stuck 2…

its been a day and you're all i can think about. you were my everything. you still are. i created so many fond memories with you. i told my family about, even my grandparents and you did the same. where did we go wrong? i know we are young, i know we have many years…

i always cry out of nowhere. even now  i made this account just to type out what i feel online and remain anonymous. everything went downhill when i entered middle school. i tried to  be someone im not, just to fit the stereotypes people had for me. "oh your parents are great people, you must&hel...

😭 I swear I tried really hard. But I let them take over. My damn demons found a way to drown me in my tears. NO therapist, or Medication, or positive pick up line from a doctor's office can help me now. I'm in too deep, up to my waist in depression. But hey, who…

As a person of young age , well not as young of what you guys might think im 22 im hispanic and i know this is a diary but i thought i would just give a slight idea of who i am . So ima just start saying as of right now im confused im…

So, I'm starting this diary because it's supposed to be therapeutic or something like this. Even writing here where no one knows me makes me anxious. I wonder, what went wrong with me in the process of growing up... I'm so scared all the time. Scared of everything: my family, my colleagues, even ...