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Well remember that guy you guys read in that previous entry.. well things have gotten alot worse.. i am now being kicked out with no where to go and honestly i dont even know or understand how this could have happened. I truly feel dumb because every one told me this would happen and here…

They keep asking me why don't I talk? Why don't I open up? Why don't I say what I think? I can't. It's hard; really, really hard. I'm afraid. I'm afraid that my thoughts will be too much for others. I'm afraid they won't understand me. In fact, I know they won't understand me. I…

I appreciate those who have commented and offered to be there for me on my previous post, it truly means a lot to me. Things have been rocky for me lately and Im not quite sure how I could possibly fix it. I have a younger sister who looks up to me and if I’m…

I’ve randomly decided to start writing on here about how I feel since I don’t have anybody to talk to in person. I broke down again. It’s exhausting trying to act like I’m so put together.  I’m losing motivation for a lot and I’m tired of everything. I try to stay positive for my family…

I know that everything is going to be OK in the end, but at the moment it’s not. I’m sad, angry, lonely, jobless and broke. I’m sad because I miss the sea. The sea is so beautiful and vast. It calms me and it gives me energy. I love the freshness, the sound of crashing…

I don't think I have ever said the truth on how I feel, not to somebody's face. My journal entry's are generally personal, intimate and me talking to me.. I think I am writing on here for some kind of response, some re assurance, some guidance. Things are hard. I have lost everything I care…

February 22, 2021 It's that time of year where winter has seemed to be going on for 6 months, even though it is only the second month of the year. We are having more snow than previous years, which has caused me to crash one car, pop a tire on another, and get stuck 2…

its been a day and you're all i can think about. you were my everything. you still are. i created so many fond memories with you. i told my family about, even my grandparents and you did the same. where did we go wrong? i know we are young, i know we have many years…

i always cry out of nowhere. even now  i made this account just to type out what i feel online and remain anonymous. everything went downhill when i entered middle school. i tried to  be someone im not, just to fit the stereotypes people had for me. "oh your parents are great people, you must&hel...

😭 I swear I tried really hard. But I let them take over. My damn demons found a way to drown me in my tears. NO therapist, or Medication, or positive pick up line from a doctor's office can help me now. I'm in too deep, up to my waist in depression. But hey, who…