#trauma

People see what they want. A pretty girl. Nice smile, an even better ass. Everyone wants to touch me. And I hate it. I hate it when I get harassed. I hate it when men stare. I hate it when women stare. I hate it. I hate myself for this attention. When will I be…

It has been 848 days since the false accusation happened and our lives haven’t been the same. Days like today really bring me down, I haven’t heard from R since about 7am and normally he calls a few times to check in. Naturally my brains goes into worst case scenario every time because this situa...

I read my first hentai manga today (which was Metamorphosis) . And I absolutely hated it. I may have just started off on a manga that was too graphic. either that, or I just dont like porn. I've seen some shit, but reading that traumatized me.   manga description:   In middle school, Sa...

Sitting at my desk starring at the bright screen like I've done all the nights before and it's 12:34 a.m. Days go by and every morning as the time passes by I keep seeing 12:34 a.m. No minute more no minute less. Days go by an it's 12:34 a.m. again. My guardian angels are trying…

https://outofthefog.website/what-it-feels-like/ This is a collection of articles describing what it can feel like to be in a relationship with someone who suffers from a personality disorder. Feeling Isolated - It's common for people who have a relationship with someone who suffers from a persona...

My Iron Lobster is now a Spotify playlist too. 9 more days and the dissolution will be final, taking back my innocence, legally. I am keeping my married name for my daughter and because that is a lot of paperwork; Ill change it when I remarry. My Aunt has been away out of state, she…

Frank brought our daughter home today, I let my guard down. I wasn’t paying attention and he made it in the house. My baby was sleeping and he had my stepson with him. I was getting out of my head and into my body; I was dancing around the living room. My stepson came in…

Exploitive relationships create trauma bonds. These occur when a victim bonds with someone who is destructive to them. Similarly, adult survivors of abusive and dysfunctional families struggle with bonds that are rooted in their own trauma experiences. To be loyal to that which does not work - or...

It would feel that way when you are just mirroring things back to me. I really am just talking to me. Still sounds better coming from you. The ruminating really hurts my brain. I hope it goes away soon. You really like to push buttons lol. I was talking to that ex of mine one…