#venting

As I pointed out, my friend, now called E, it's his birthday on Thursday, and as pointed out, I'm mind-fucked at the minute. I originally wrote him a letter explaining certain memories I have of him and ended it with wanting to cut contact completely. But over time, I changed it and gradually tur...

Well, it’s been so long since I wrote that I don’t even know where to begin. I did write at pb for a while but that ended a year & a half ago. I didn’t really have many friends or readers but the ones I did have, seemed to write less & less or just…