
Lied to Myself – Negatives do hurt.
I lied. Absolutely, positively lied to myself. Completely. This whole time I said I'd take home pregnancy tests leading up to my beta as "I'm used to a negative". Well, I am used to a negative. Completely. 100%. They didn't phase me... However, I'm not used to a negative after injecting my...
5DP3DT – Just Waiting.
I had planned to journal through the whole stim process. Obviously at some point that idea went out the window. Why did I not write another entry? I have no idea. It was a chaotic roller coaster and before I knew it, we were done. I responded well. Very quickly. We went from 9 follicles…
IVF – Baselines and Stim Day 1 – 10/26/22
Yesterday was the full beginning of this journey. Completed Baseline Ultrasound and Labs. 7 Follicles on the Right, 2 Follicles on the left. Praying these grow and more pop up that are good. I know that each follicle doesn't guarantee an egg. 9 sounds great, until you realize all 9 may be wor...
AMH Results, Game Plan Options
Another day. Another week of crappy answers. The biopsy came back fine. Thankfully. I should be thrilled, but I honestly wasn't really worried that it wouldn't. Then it popped up that I had more results. Waiting for the AMH and logged in - Well, THAT was depressing. New levels - .45. Seriou...
New Girl
Hey, I'm new to this site but just looking for a place to write down some of my thoughts and maybe meet some new people. My name is Hailey and my husband, and I are going through infertility. We found out a month ago that my husband will not be able to have children on…
Empty.
So this was hands down one of the best Thanksgivings I've ever had (if not THE best) - we stayed home and cooked all day and ate, then girls and I made cookies, and then we watched a new Christmas movie to end the night. My dad is pissed at me because we didn't go…