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I’m somewhere in the middle

April 11, 2022
Since moving into my own apartment, I've gone through a lot of meditations where I am asking the Universe for ANY sign that I am on the right path in regards to my relationship. He is so amazing. I know I've written shit about him in the past, and whatever, things change. He changed. Although&hel...
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