Recent Entries

• Free from the psychopath

  February 17, 2022

  I have awaited this moment for over a year now. The day I can write about me moving out of my apartment with Roomie and feeling free of her manipulation. I had prepared to make my exit during December, but I did not want to leave around Christmas--because it seemed like too much hassle and…

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• A note to my love

  February 17, 2022

  The following excerpt is the conversation I am having in my head with my boyfriend. This conversation needs to happen IRL. Sin, you know that I love you and that you are a wonderful person that I enjoy having in my life. You treat me with kindness and respect, and I appreciate you spending what&h...

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• An update on life

  December 30, 2021

  I'm here, I keep forgetting I pay to have this diary available to me. I'll try to make this quick since I am working this week, which I shouldn't be. Jobs in the past always allowed us a long holiday off, and this time at this job, it is not the case. I should have…

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• The best update yet

  September 17, 2021

  Things are still dragging on, but are quickly coming to a head.. pun intended. Roomie has finally realized that not having a job is completely detrimental to living a life. Wow. She thought I was going to pay and take care of her until her dying days, I suppose. This is all coming to an…

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• Magick and stuff

  August 19, 2021

  I woke up today and decided I was going to break up with Sin. I had watched an episode of America’s Got Talent and saw the cutest little boy that was adopted. All I could think of was that I would still have a chance to adopt if I was with a partner that was…

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• Why do I feel doom?

  August 17, 2021

  Roomie, oh Roomie, why do you scare all the boys away? She had ONE that visited three days last week. Three days is a record. He seemed to genuinely like her, but it seems that she may have told him something about ME that was unfavorable. I think she told him that I yell at…

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• House of fun

  August 9, 2021

  Another male guest left this afternoon, and as soon as he was gone, she called up another one. Roomie is really on a roll. Apparently young married men or men that are taken are really into 50-year-old women. The revolving door here shows me that there are no longer morals existing within these w...

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• I think I’m going to lie down

  August 6, 2021

  I came home from my mom's last night, about 10:30 pm, and roomie tells me she's having a guy over on Saturday night. She doesn't ask, she TELLS me that yet another guy is coming over to ruin my Saturday night while my dog and I huddle in our room and hope to shit we…

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• Here we go again…

  August 5, 2021

  I posted a rather long entry yesterday, as I needed to get stuff off my chest regarding relationships. Yesterday, I decided it was 'be nice to roomie' day since I had no patience for her while being hormonal and emotional. I swear to you, this happened all in ONE DAY. I get up as usual,…

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