In my early days on OD, I was writing the anger and the depression that I was hiding. These days, I've gotten better. Things have changed and I feel as if I might be in a better place. Bear with me as things continue forward in the journey of my life. Feel free to read and add comments if you choose.

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It’s My Birthday.

July 21, 2019
Dear Diary, Today is my birthday. As always to this time of year, I feel sad. I feel sad because, yes, it's another year older, which means that the ones I love more in the world are also getting older. I hate to think that I'd ever have to live without those that I am…
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Recent Entries

  • Happy
    June 29, 2019
    Dear Diary, So this is what happiness feels like? D is one of the most truly amazing men I have ever felt in my life. I know it's only been 2 1/2 months with him, but I am truly falling in love with him. Every day he makes me feel like I am the most…
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  • Forgiveness Is Not Easy
    June 8, 2019
    Dear Diary, So much on my mind lately. One of the biggest things is working on forgiveness. How do you forgive someone that isn't even sorry for what they have done to you? I know that to forgive is to free yourself, but I just cannot bring myself to forgive this one person. This person…
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  • Anxiety
    June 1, 2019
    Dear Diary, It has been a rough week with my anxiety. It's been so bad lately, and honestly I don't know what's brought it on. Yesterday, I almost had a full on panic attack in front of my man. Somehow he brought me out of it and calmed me down, but dammit, I did not…
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  • Good Enough
    May 22, 2019
    Dear Diary, I truly hate my mind these days. Here I am, happy, the happiest I've been in such a long time, and BAM! here comes the doubt and insecurity. I keep asking myself if I actually deserve this happiness? If I actually deserve this wonderful man that came out of nowhere? Why this man…
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  • Happy Mother’s Day!
    May 12, 2019
    Dear Diary, Today I got to spend time with some of the most important people in my life--my family. My siblings and I took my mom out for Mother's Day to one of her favorite places. It was such a nice time. I hope all mothers were able to spend some good quality time with…
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  • I’ve Chosen
    May 4, 2019
    Dear Diary, I know, it's been a while. I've been so busy though. The important thing is, is that I've been busy with a truly amazing person. As you recall from my previous entry, I had a decision to make. The ex or the manager. I chose the manager. The ex, well it turned out…
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  • Hello
    April 15, 2019
    Dear Diary, You'll never believe the crazy thing that has happened to me. Cupid has a sense of humor. With my last entry I told you about talking with my ex. Things have been going pretty well with that, but I'm not sure I really want to start a relationship up with him. By the…
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  • Is It Worth It?
    April 10, 2019
    Dear Diary, I know it's been a while. Not too much going on besides going to work, eating, showering, sleeping, and repeating! I never knew adulting could be so boring. UGH! Well, okay, there is SOMETHING new going on in my life. So, I keep running into one of my ex's. Like literally he seems&hel...
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  • Just Checking In
    March 25, 2019
    Dear Diary, I know I haven't been on here much lately. I've been super busy. Sunday is usually my day of rest, but I have been using it to catch up on the house. I do need a day of rest though. I am super exhausted! I have to say that it's nice to work…
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