I am a transplant from California to where I am now.
Cast:
*EM* My 26 year old daughter
*H* my 35 year old Step Daughter
*CA* my High School sweetheart and ex-wife
*KO* *EM's* mother and my second ex-wife.
*CB* The 2nd love of my life.

 
 
 

Latest Entry

Preparing To Land

May 31, 2021
I haven't written anything in a while. Like last time, I got tired of seeing the emotional shit show that my life is, in print. But I have been feeling the need to vent so... *CA* and I are still in touch. We regularly email each other at least two times a week, often more.…
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Recent Entries

  • Dark Week
    May 8, 2021
    This last week and some days has been a rough one. I am still going through a highly disrupted sleep pattern though there does appear to be some improvement on that the last few nights. I have been going through a bad streak of depression where I did not get out of bed from Friday…
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  • I Can’t Quit You Babe
    April 21, 2021
    I received my daily email from *CA* last night after I had gone to bed. I woke up this morning to an email titled; "Are We Going?" in it was an announcement of another online event featuring the artists she introduced me to, Fraser & Haas. We have already seen 2 shows by these artists,…
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  • Wish You Were Here
    April 20, 2021
      Back when *CA* and I were married, we would sit and listen to great music and just be... together. Also living in LA as we were from 1979 to 1981, brought amazing music to our back yard. We attended so many music festivals, concerts, etc. Music has always been in my life in a…
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  • Limerence
    April 16, 2021
    I don't know what to do. In being back in touch with *CA*, while something I have always wanted, is maybe not all that healthy for me. Anyone who knows me well, family for instance, would tell you that I never stopped loving *CA* but I know they certainly don't know how much. Because at…
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  • 4/09/2021
    April 10, 2021
    CA and I have settled into a regular pattern of emailing each other. I tend to email her in the morning and I will get one from her towards midnight the same day. As noted before somewhere, we have been using song titles of songs to reference the subject matter of the emails. To me…
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  • One Year Talking
    April 7, 2021
    I have been emailing back and forth with *CA* for a year now. I think it was in the 3rd email exchange that we let each other know we still loved the other and that we were glad that we had cleared a lot of bad feelings. I asked her if there were any subjects,…
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  • Pandemic Ice Breaker
    April 5, 2021
    I wrote to *CA* via email on March 21, 2020 and asked how she was doing with all the Covid19 drama as she has Rheumatoid Arthritis and I know she is taking medication that impairs her immune system. I was not sure of what type of reception my email would receive, if any. I was…
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  • Status Quo
    March 30, 2021
    I need to make it clear that I never stopped loving or being in love with *CA.* Even with Sprite, the only other woman I truly loved, CA had her place in my heart and try as i did, I could never let her go. Some would consider this a sign of mental illness and…
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  • Sprite
    March 30, 2021
    in 1992 I met and started dating my pastor's daughter, *Sprite* We gated for about 5 months and I had fallen in love with her. She broke up with me with no warning or prior hints of any trouble. I did not find out for almost 17 years it was because she had fallen in…
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