the basement

today should have been golden. this weekend sure has been. yesterday we finally decided on flowers, which means we can get the next big chunk of wedding planning out of the way. so many things were hanging out in the wings and now it's a matter of trying to get them to come to center…

currently: reading: pathfinder player's handbook listening: the new black- every time i die watching: a good enough summary of kingdom hearts obsession: okami!!! wedding update: we have a caterer! food is delicious and the price is absurdly reasonable? we keep lucking into things with this and i'...

currently: reading: bookclub notes listening: nick drake watching: the boondocks obsession: blankets it is so cold this week. the weekend was unseasonably warm- most of the snow melted on saturday and sunday, but yesterday and today are bitterly cold. i think we're going to put the flannel sheets...

my day was pretty well shot yesterday, honestly. getting that in my head is never a fucking good idea because the lingering guilt and the lingering failure has taken shape to be my worst, my harshest, my most ruthless critic who cuts me down to size without breaking a sweat, and then really goes ...

so i'm really tired of being punished for other people's drama. is there a reason that mando hasn't answered me, two days later? is there a reason that every other friend of ours has liked the cute portrait of me and andrew on twitter except her? i know she's had to have seen it. i…

currently: reading: words words words listening: rambling man - laura marling watching: the instant hotel show on netflix obsession: finishing! the! bedroom! and! the! laundry! yesterday was,, a lot. but first, the snowy snowy weekend: the snow started late saturday afternoon and just kept coming...

currently: reading: to-do lists listening: postcard- jukebox the ghost watching: the sound of music obsession: really really really wanting a latte right now i realized as i was typing all that up that i completely let my 30 day challenges die. like dead parrot sketch dead. pining for the fjords....

currently: reading: twitter explode over the overwatch patch + lore that dropped yesterday listening: into the spiderverse soundtrack watching: my comprehension of time disintegrate before my eyes obsession: how good spiderverse is, still, because it is SO good definitely thought today was wednes...

currently: reading: a court of thorns and roses, for i can't read bookclub listening: mamen lorenzo watching: ruining history obsession: miraculous ladybug lovesquare fanfic, tbh like, a lot has happened, what the fuck andrew and i officially got engaged on october 28th ("the closest i could get ...

currently: reading: the babes freak out about the wedding news listening: sandcastles, beyonce (day ten, a song that makes you sad) watching: folding ideas backlog obsession: having a good day today, damn it day 10: what's your best physical feature? my face i guess? i have nice lips, and my eyes...