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• Epiphany about myself

  November 13, 2022

  I was listening to a podcast about attachment and how we obsess about people and why we do this. This has been a pattern in all my relationships. As a child/teenager my mom was very controlling. She controlled me in almost every day to day things, food intake, grades, clothing and friends I had, ...

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• Putting myself on the piedestal

  November 3, 2022

  All my life I put all others ahead of myself. I wanted always to be loved-at home and out of the home. The problem was that I never knew how energy worked and how this repelled the ones I was "running after". This last situationship with Anders helped me see how detrimental this is. I…

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• Epiphany

  October 28, 2022

  Ok hear me out. I have been trying sooo hard to let go of this man or situationship I am in for over 10 months now. The guy is like not responding to me and I am so sad and just want to let him go. Then something came into my mind as I tried…

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• The day I let go

  October 12, 2022

  I have always had a big fear of letting go of things, mostly people. I have been in this push-pull situationship with a man these last 9 months, not a good thing. When I ask myself what has he given me my answer is nothing. Only words no actions what so ever-none. He seems like…

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• everything that is meant or you will come

  September 9, 2022

  This concept is not easy to comprehend in our ego. We usually try to attract things that we want by means of thinking about them obsessively and this does not work out. Things that are menat for me will come no matter how long time, distance or obstacles are in the way of your manifestation.…

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• Don’t look at the 3D for your manifestations

  August 17, 2022

  Always look inside you for things you want in your life. We all create our realities, this is what I have been working on for many years. Its still rather challenging to believe this as our minds are programmed from childhood not to think this way. I did an experiment last week. I wrote down…

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• Manifestations list

  July 31, 2022

  They say you need to make a scripting of that you want to have/attract into your reality so here it goes: I am living by the sea in a big house/apartment I am working as a designer again I am married to my dream man AW I am my true and best version of my…

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• Dream of bus ride with my husband

  July 25, 2022

  I dreamed of a bus ride with my husband ad his son. We were among many people on the bus. I have no idea where we were headed but the feeling of being with him was perfect. The last week of summer vacation and we wanted to go om a weekend get away only the…

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• Manifesting my new life

  May 31, 2022

  So I've been reading and listening to life coaches a lot lately. They all say one thing in common-you need to change your mental state or mental health. My life as a child was filled with insecurities and put downs by my family, mostly my mom. Telling me I was fat or that my stuttering…

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