#adhd

I love to sing; I don't sing great but sometimes I can hold my own. Praise and Worship is my favorite part of my entire Sunday. I hate that I stand there alone, because Lulu is down in the nursery or if with me trying to get her to not sensory overload when she is…

ive had a pretty rough semester and by rough i mean my performance literally went down the drain. skipped so many classes and missed so many assignments. i dont know how to build up a support system to help me. i dont know how to reach out and ask for help from my family, partner,…

Yeah, its been a hot minute hasn't it? I got to thinking a day or two ago or it may have been longer. I meant to post here sooner but alas the world of distraction got the best of me, and well my own lack of focus. The thing is I wanted to get over…

Now that I’m here, I don’t know what to say. I’m struggling with a disabled partner and child. I love them so much, but I am dying inside a little more every day. I don’t know how much longer I can go on without support.

It’s 3 am and I’m awake. So very awake. Only one day into this new bottle and I’m already taking more than I told myself I would. Every day I say tomorrow. Tomorrow never comes. So here I am, awake at 3am. A little worried about doing tomorrow with so little sleep. Worried about stupid…

The very first. Whenever I start a new, written entry/chapter based document, if it feels appropriate, I always call the first entry, 'The Very First'. It's named after the cassette that was bundled with my first ever computer; the Commodore 64. I have never felt the need to explain that before a...

It's just one of those days where you don't know left from right or up from down. I'm struggling with so many things, yet it doesn't seem like much. Everybody tells me I am doing such a good job, yet I get no freedom. I'm living under a constant watchful eye who criticizes and never…

This chapter is an open letter to myself. In the future, I hope I find you well rested. I know it’s hard to understand the meaning of rest — it sometimes feels impossible to slow down. In times like these I want you to remember when we lit the match of self love. When we…

I went to a coffee shop In the name of accomplishing Something Anything. But the sounds of espresso beans grinding And milk steaming And customers murmuring Caused my brain to churn uncomfortably. So I went outside In the name of breathing fresh air And sunshine. But the sounds of brakes squealin...

ADHD, also called attention-deficit disorder, is a behavior disorder. When excessive information overwhelms the brain, stimming behaviors distract your loved one, robbing them of focus and learning. Attention disorder is a chronic condition that affects millions of children and often continues in...