#drama

Work drama once in a while is always exciting but a never ending one? Ugh.. It's such a pain in the ass. I came at work today feeling quite happy because everything's going well with me. I slept pretty well and didn't have much to do. First hour of the shift was fine. I had…

Dear Diary, Welcome to sad girl entries. I needed a space to outlet my emotions. Lately, in my "situationship" I have felt worthless, unappreciated, ugly, and just plain stupid. As I sit in my tiny bedroom sipping on my Pinot Grigio and listening to Chris Brown's "Cry No More" on Youtube, I can't...

😭 I swear I tried really hard. But I let them take over. My damn demons found a way to drown me in my tears. NO therapist, or Medication, or positive pick up line from a doctor's office can help me now. I'm in too deep, up to my waist in depression. But hey, who…

"Rob, Rob, Rob, - - - Not much lately; well, I got into a fight with this guy behind Gamerz Asylum, and it was pretty cool. [Okay, so if I am remembering correctly, this was the last time that I participated in the little fight club behind Gamerz Asylum. I don't believe that I recorded…

Just flipped open the cover and decided, "hey, this entry to the entire journal should be worth putting on here!". So, this will be chronologically out of order. I will try my best to avoid this as much as possible, but it will happen from time to time. Here we go! No commentary on this…

I felt like this journal entry will be relevant for the overarching narrative that is my life, because of a quite influential person that came into my life at this time. I mention a few here, which instead of listing who the people are in advance, I will instead describe my relationship with them...

We fought into the wee hours of the night last night. I laid there nearly emotionless as she screamed at me about how much I don't care. She got out of bed to pack her stuff, screaming "this is real, this time it's for good!" I remained silent. She ravaged though her small drawer of…