#firstentry

I'm debating whether or not to head down the "introduction, biography, and life history route," but I'm not sure all of that is pertinent in the beginning.  Suffice to say, I need a place to sort out my thoughts and sometimes get an outside perspective.  Normally, I'd go to therapy, but online te...

This is my first entry, and I have no idea how to start this. I just figured that I should leave my thoughts and feelings open to the universe; maybe something good will come out of it. I don't know why a stranger would be interested in an anonymous but candid glimpse into the life…

Hi everyone, I wasn't sure what to call my diary and as I am sitting here, festooned with cats and typing this precariously so as not to disturb them I felt the word cats should be a part of my username. I have always held a fascination for words. As a boy, I was always…

MY FIRST ENTRY 🙂 Not sure what to do right here. I only have a few days on this website I wish I'll be able to share more. I've been in a long-distance relationship for three years and he's living in another country.  It's so hard especially because of Corona Virus. If he's busy I…

I had a diary oh so long ago. I had pictures, entires, witty things all stored in it. People I followed, friends I made, lifelong connections. That’s all gone now. I can’t remember my information, so see ya later memories. I was probably YukiOnna over there. It was my thing for a while. I don’t&h...

Well. Hello. ♡ As it has been a year and an age since I last wrote in an Open Diary, I feel a peculiar uneasiness in writing in something I cannot hold and lock, using tiny faux-silver keys in to a padlock smaller than my thumb. The short and short of that arduously long sentence, there,…

It is the evening, on a Thursday....and I can't believe that I have resisted opening the delivery that arrived at my door today. Yes, I have a problem. I have a problem with ordering things online. I honestly used to think that ordering stuff online was super sketchy. Well let's be honest, it sti...

*Blows dust off this lil old diary* Hello old friend... it's been a while. I thought I lost you. Yes, I do look older… thanks for pointing that out 😑 I don’t have long hair down to my butt anymore… in fact, I don’t have a lot of hair at all, but at least it’s…

"I stopped loving my father a long time ago. What remained was the slavery to a pattern." --Anais Nin I was terrified of making people mad until about 4 months ago...stick with me...or don't, it's your life 💁 As a child I was meek but social. My dad left us when I was 4 and my…