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Well. Hello. ♡ As it has been a year and an age since I last wrote in an Open Diary, I feel a peculiar uneasiness in writing in something I cannot hold and lock, using tiny faux-silver keys in to a padlock smaller than my thumb. The short and short of that arduously long sentence, there,…

It is the evening, on a Thursday....and I can't believe that I have resisted opening the delivery that arrived at my door today. Yes, I have a problem. I have a problem with ordering things online. I honestly used to think that ordering stuff online was super sketchy. Well let's be honest, it sti...

*Blows dust off this lil old diary* Hello old friend... it's been a while. I thought I lost you. Yes, I do look older… thanks for pointing that out 😑 I don’t have long hair down to my butt anymore… in fact, I don’t have a lot of hair at all, but at least it’s…

"I stopped loving my father a long time ago. What remained was the slavery to a pattern." --Anais Nin I was terrified of making people mad until about 4 months ago...stick with me...or don't, it's your life 💁 As a child I was meek but social. My dad left us when I was 4 and my…

October 22nd 2017, 5:04Pm Home, Bradford. Wow. It's good to be back. But much has changed in these three years. We can't go about things the way we did before. I have a family and a job that I love. I have to protect these things. Priorities change. But I couldn't leave this place. Never.…