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I am enjoying this rainy evening watching Madelyn play with her puzzles. We would have been dancing in the rain if it wasn’t for the lightning and thunder. She is SUPER CUTE when she is thinking hard trying to solve this puzzle.  Growing up here in Northeast Ohio there is this part of me that&hel...

this is my first time writting online diaries so its feels kinda cool i dont know how to express my feelings so i think my personality makes me weird to get along with my friends, tho i have 4 other close friends when someone is my close friends, i rely on them a lot like…

I have seen many therapist over the past few years. Did you know you can fall in love with your therapist? I must’ve been absent the day they taught that in college. I had to learn that one on my own. That’s what happens when you are not paying attention. Shit just happens. Don’t avoid…

Home alone today enjoying the silence. Feeling accomplished I made it to the gym for Cardio Variety Class @ 8am on a Saturday; Frank Sinatra was able to pick our daughter up. Frank is his new nickname, if anyone has spent any time on TikTok you may be able to figure out why I call…

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Running Free #117 , It was a Christmas present. It is my favorite! Context! Guess who slept alone all night in her big girl bed? The mommy did!!! We got this baby girl!

This song showed up in my Spotify playlist today. It made me think of you. My ex told you got in a little trouble for this, I would love to see this performance. I don’t know how he could ever say I don’t pay attention to him when he talks to me.   https://open.spotify.com/track/33LC84JgLvK2...

haven’t posted for awhile, thought i’d update. i self harmed yesterday, broke my three day streak. fuck that. i plan to do it again soon too. why do i even have i am sober? i cant wear short sleeves now, even tho i doesn’t show, even the slightest movement and boom! freak alert! i wore…

I am an aspiring dancer now: that is what Just Dance 2020 tells me. We B Crazy busy around here and I have been struggling to get physical activity back into my routine. The Yoga mat made it into the house, and I paid the $12 for a year membership for online classes, thanks Groupon.…

I am going to need more supporting evidence to believe that one. My brain is really traumatized and a big fat liar. Why are those the same but different? You are going to have to get real creative to convince me of that! I have faith in you, Prove it to me! lol My baby…