#friends

going to school everyday is so tiring, especially when you don't even have friends there! sitting in class while watching everyone else have fun with their friends actually hurt so much. i don't know how to make friends either since i'm really bad at being social due to anxiety. the only friends ...

At what age does a person stop wondering when will they fit in? At what age does a person become ok being alone? I been called weird since I was a kid. When hanging out with cousins I was always the loud and the silly one. Always cracking jokes, kind of outgoing. They were more…

I just need to talk even if no one is listening. I feel so numb. I feel like if  a bomb exploded right next to me, Id still just sit here and look out of my head. Im not used to talking about these things at all but i think i decided to take the…

October 28, 2023 When I started 10th grade in the fall I was 26 weeks pregnant and had gained 16 pounds.  Most of the people at school did not know I was starting school pregnant, although me, Mom and my boyfriend did visit the school office during the summer.  It was already quite obvious that&h...

OK, so I got distracted, but it was a good distraction because it gave me time to think more about it. Before I get to the topic, though, I want to share my weekend.  It was the first weekend that things have settled down enough for me to consider it a normal, busy young family…

I just had some vanilla buttercream cake, and ersatz vanilla icecream. Well... not exactly ersatz but melty shall we say?? My bg level is... 10.6 which is medium to high... not as high as it used to be... with some water and some insulin, it will be okay. I have myself a new lamp. It's…

I have a Twitter mutual, with whom, I ended up having a disagreement... The disagreement was about the matter of refugees, she is a migrant too so the topic is quite close to her heart and I was being insensitive when I talked about refugees, I apologized though but I felt like she has not…

I took a laxative around 4am last night. I only took it because my tummy was bloated and I hadn’t had a bowel moment in at least four days. I can literally feel the toxins in my intestines. I got eye lash extensions from this wonderful soul named Gigi. I was locked in her bathroom…

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