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was a great week, we have a new girl living with us. Apparently we saved her life? Parents live in meth house caused by them and the moms pregnant and still using with 3 or 4 boys under 8 in the house with a boyfriend they are untouchable. We saved her and shes flourished. She…

People see what they want. A pretty girl. Nice smile, an even better ass. Everyone wants to touch me. And I hate it. I hate it when I get harassed. I hate it when men stare. I hate it when women stare. I hate it. I hate myself for this attention. When will I be…

I woke up super early; I slept from midnight to 5am. I have too many thoughts swarming around in my head. I keep thinking about what restrictive Reginald said, “You think by pushing out content is going to get you somewhere but it’s not going to get you anywhere. The way you are going is…

I slept from midnight to 7am. I had a dream that I was getting a pedicure and manicure with my mom and a rapper named Blueface. I don’t know this rapper personally, or have any knowledge of his music or even think he’s attractive. But there he was, in my dreams. All I remember is…

I am back already; so soon. I just ate another McGriddle value meal and then drove across the street to get a cinnamon dolce latte. I tell you, food makes me so happy. I ate the McGriddle basically closing my eyes with each bite. I didn’t want the meal to end because it was so…

Tomorrow’s St. Patty’s Day. Even though I’m not Irish, I’m still going to wear mostly green. I’d do anything just to break up the monotony of this week. It rained today and my mood had been in kind of a funk because of it. I jinxed myself earlier by setting all of these goals and…

I had the most perfect day. Let me tell you about it. I woke up from 7 hours of sleep. I went to the 99 cent store and bought snacks for the crew tomorrow for my music video. Then I got a Starbucks latte. Then, I went to McDonald’s and got an McGriddle value meal…

I never made it to the recording studio yet. Instead, I’ve been battling my addiction. Constantly I’ve been feeling cravings. I noticed my cravings come from frustration. But by having a clear mind, I am able to work through the problem quicker and more effectively. Sometimes I get frustrated tha...

Last night, I saw my complex on the news for another shooting. I know the kids involved too. It’s really nothing new. It happens all the time. I lived there for 7 years. I lived in 3 different apartments within the complex during that time. The first apartment I lived with a janitor who was…

I took a laxative around 4am last night. I only took it because my tummy was bloated and I hadn’t had a bowel moment in at least four days. I can literally feel the toxins in my intestines. I got eye lash extensions from this wonderful soul named Gigi. I was locked in her bathroom…