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I am back already; so soon. I just ate another McGriddle value meal and then drove across the street to get a cinnamon dolce latte. I tell you, food makes me so happy. I ate the McGriddle basically closing my eyes with each bite. I didn’t want the meal to end because it was so…

Tomorrow’s St. Patty’s Day. Even though I’m not Irish, I’m still going to wear mostly green. I’d do anything just to break up the monotony of this week. It rained today and my mood had been in kind of a funk because of it. I jinxed myself earlier by setting all of these goals and…

I had the most perfect day. Let me tell you about it. I woke up from 7 hours of sleep. I went to the 99 cent store and bought snacks for the crew tomorrow for my music video. Then I got a Starbucks latte. Then, I went to McDonald’s and got an McGriddle value meal…

I never made it to the recording studio yet. Instead, I’ve been battling my addiction. Constantly I’ve been feeling cravings. I noticed my cravings come from frustration. But by having a clear mind, I am able to work through the problem quicker and more effectively. Sometimes I get frustrated tha...

Last night, I saw my complex on the news for another shooting. I know the kids involved too. It’s really nothing new. It happens all the time. I lived there for 7 years. I lived in 3 different apartments within the complex during that time. The first apartment I lived with a janitor who was…

I took a laxative around 4am last night. I only took it because my tummy was bloated and I hadn’t had a bowel moment in at least four days. I can literally feel the toxins in my intestines. I got eye lash extensions from this wonderful soul named Gigi. I was locked in her bathroom…

I just woke up from another nightmare. I had like 4 girls and 3 guys over. We stayed in a house rental for a fun getaway. I didn’t know any of them except for my real life friend, Paul, whose been my homie fr fr since over 5 years. In my dream, something made me…

This morning I woke up to my dad calling me at 7am. He was waking me up from a bad dream. My dream was about something that happened to me in the past. Long story short, there were these two men who ran the choir division at my church. I asked to sing one of…

I was sleeping so well just now. Only slept probably about 4 hours. I woke up to pee and drink some water. When I laid back down, Chrisean & Blueface flashed into my mind. Like wtf? Why tf are they even on my mind? I thought about how they’re probably sleeping in the same bed…

I text this celebrity one more time today (before I was going to delete his number) and he asked me who I was. So, I sent him a picture. He apologized for offending me and invited me to his studio session this Wednesday at 2pm. I’m going. Only because I’ll do what’s necessary for my…