#memories

Often I feel like I have this never ending emotional rollercoaster. Sense of pride from work and what I’ve done so far. Feeling lonely home with no one to talk to at night (other than some friends to talk). Missing my family who are over 1,500 miles away. Missing my dad who passed 27 year…

https://youtu.be/dqUdI4AIDF0 This is a feel good song for me. It was in the Curious George movie that I saw when it came out in '06. Wayyyyyy before COVID. Don't ask what I was doing watching a kid's movie. I reckon, it's because of this song. 😃 I believe the first movie I saw in theatres…

every day really is perfect. the memories I so desperately cling to are shrouded in mist and gold when I think back on them, never noticing the aura of beauty encapsulating my present moments. the ones that will eventually become memories. everything feels so profound when looking back, you know....

I remember you as if it were yesterday. There was a snowstorm and I was seeing you off at a railway station, strangely completely alone at the platform. I was sitting on a bench, and the world was completely quiet, and I was waiting for you to arrive and to leave forever. I have always…

My life marches on, sometimes without me. I feel stuck in the mud, figuratively. The seasons are moving again. It's Spring. Soon it will be Summer. I'm cautiously optimistic for Summer. I've lost two Summers in a row. I don't want to hope too much for this one. I don't want my hopes and dreams&he...

It's just after 1 a.m. here in the UK and it's Mothering Sunday or Mother's Day as it's more popularly known. A few weeks back, my mum presented me with a workbook I had from school. The year was 1982. I was a good writer even then. I was 8 years old. Reading the words…

While starting writing and journaling has already had a cathartic effect only three posts in, I also find myself overwhelmed by the flood of emotions, memories, and doubt the process has released. I think about so many things I want to unload. It’s pretty obvious that I’m a pro at bottling up. I ...