memories – Open Diary

Confession 4

ShowerConfessions

September 5, 2024

What's the worst thing you've done to a friend? When I was younger I lived in a nice neighborhood; lots of kids. There was a kid who lived in the next culs de sac over who I had a crush on. My best friend (who was a boy) and I wrote him a note "Meet…

Army memories and thoughts

finesthops

February 28, 2024

When I look back at my time in the Army, I am generally filled with pride. I look back on it with positivity but when I really think about it, most of the time I was in I hated my life. Strange how that works. I guess my mind has passively blocked out how much…

Frustration

thisisanarchy

January 25, 2024

So, as many of you may or mayn't know I have been trying to get back to Prosebox. But they have a lot of errors. My posts don't show up. :( (At least I don't think so anyways) and this is frustrating to the core. And they said that OD is fucked up???? 🙄 Seriously??…

My first wander

RedundantPhoto

December 11, 2023

I used to Blog, not for any great reason, I would just get the urge now and then, to Blog as well. That was back in the good old days, when some parts of the Internet weren't trying to sell me something; or send me copious e-mails about how great whatever I was doing…

Loony Tunes and other sundry…

Samantha Joe Hunter ♐

March 20, 2023

Also this: https://youtu.be/mctfvAMrqrs I have that song in my head.... it is certainly an earworm... but a pleasant one nonetheless... About the Looney Tunes thing, I was just thinking back to my childhood when I would just watch them every Saturday.... I loved all them cartoons... Betty Boop, C...

Stuffed to the gills!!

❄️ Winter Pear ❄️

December 30, 2022

Well, we had a nice outing. See pix here. Babycakes had penne alfredo, I had a buffalo chicken sandwich with mozzarella sticks, and Julie had La Cri, a deli sandwich with tomatoes, swiss cheese, ham and other meats. Very filling and very delicious!! I am too full for dinner. So, what I'm going t...

Nov 10, 22

hopehopes

November 10, 2022

We talked about abuse in class today. It threw me off. I held onto the tears that wanted to get out. I spaced out a lot, and during the rest of the day I've been feeling sad. Memories came rushing, feelings; anger, sadness, numbness...

Beautiful Message from my Ex

Jay

February 14, 2022

7:30a.m. Tuesday morning, 7th April 2015 Dearest Friend, For a change, Emanoel has decided to send me a message in the style of a letter, to show how much he appreciates us staying in contact. It’s very amusing to see how much he’s opened up to me as friend since departing home, and has emotional...

10 Years Later…

.stuck.here.

February 8, 2022

Finding an old friend is like finding a lost treasure. Well goddamn. It's literally been almost 10 years since I've written a post on this thing. What an old friend of mine. I must admit, I've thought several times of tracking down my old password and finding the email under this account just to...

Early morning trauma dump, pt 3.

whiskey rainfall

November 16, 2021

5:40am My therapist told me to journal when I have memories from growing up that keep me from sleeping. This is only a small bit of my childhood but it's the stuff that is keeping me up tonight for whatever reason. Memory 3. One of my foster brothers died when I was 18. Him and…