#memories

We have been back and forth since February 21 about saving our 20 year relationship. You claim that you are all in. No more dating sites, no more Facebook sneaky link groups, no more extra circular sexual encounters. 100% is what you are giving. I suppose I'm the wavering party.... I'm the hurt o...

Saturday, 30 April 2022   I painted this morning when I got home from work. Last week I got two painting pads with 10 sheets in each pad. It bowed up pretty quickly when I was painting. I liked the painting at first but then I just kept adding more and more and it ended…

As the days go by, the upcoming Sunday (November the 10th) when I will hopefully be walking the Chesapeake Bay Bridge is drawing ever closer. About a week ago I received a packet in the mail from the organizer of the event. This contained a parking pass, a numbered tag and a t-shirt with a…

When I look back at my time in the Army, I am generally filled with pride. I look back on it with positivity but when I really think about it, most of the time I was in I hated my life. Strange how that works. I guess my mind has passively blocked out how much…

So, as many of you may or mayn't know I have been trying to get back to Prosebox. But they have a lot of errors. My posts don't show up. :( (At least I don't think so anyways) and this is frustrating to the core. And they said that OD is fucked up???? 🙄 Seriously??…

I used to Blog, not for any great reason, I would just get the urge now and then, to Blog as well.   That was back in the good old days, when some parts of the Internet weren't trying to sell me something; or send me copious e-mails about how great whatever I was doing…

We talked about abuse in class today. It threw me off. I held onto the tears that wanted to get out. I spaced out a lot, and during the rest of the day I've been feeling sad. Memories came rushing, feelings; anger, sadness, numbness...