#memories

7:30a.m. Tuesday morning, 7th April 2015 Dearest Friend, For a change, Emanoel has decided to send me a message in the style of a letter, to show how much he appreciates us staying in contact. It’s very amusing to see how much he’s opened up to me as friend since departing home, and has emotional...

Finding an old friend is like finding a lost treasure.  Well goddamn. It's literally been almost 10 years since I've written a post on this thing. What an old friend of mine. I must admit, I've thought several times of tracking down my old password and finding the email under this account just to...

5:40am My therapist told me to journal when I have memories from growing up that keep me from sleeping. This is only a small bit of my childhood but it's the stuff that is keeping me up tonight for whatever reason. Memory 3. One of my foster brothers died when I was 18. Him and…

he ran for the kite as the wind carefully carried it towards the busy highway. despite my screams he wouldn't stop running. in a panic i sprint back to the house. out of breath and terrified i could only spit out his name and a few key points, "bryson..bryson.. my kite... highway.." i gasp for&he...

Often I feel like I have this never ending emotional rollercoaster. Sense of pride from work and what I’ve done so far. Feeling lonely home with no one to talk to at night (other than some friends to talk). Missing my family who are over 1,500 miles away. Missing my dad who passed 27 year…

https://youtu.be/dqUdI4AIDF0 This is a feel good song for me. It was in the Curious George movie that I saw when it came out in '06. Wayyyyyy before COVID. Don't ask what I was doing watching a kid's movie. I reckon, it's because of this song. 😃 I believe the first movie I saw in theatres…

every day really is perfect. the memories I so desperately cling to are shrouded in mist and gold when I think back on them, never noticing the aura of beauty encapsulating my present moments. the ones that will eventually become memories. everything feels so profound when looking back, you know....