#memories

I remember you as if it were yesterday. There was a snowstorm and I was seeing you off at a railway station, strangely completely alone at the platform. I was sitting on a bench, and the world was completely quiet, and I was waiting for you to arrive and to leave forever. I have always…

My life marches on, sometimes without me. I feel stuck in the mud, figuratively. The seasons are moving again. It's Spring. Soon it will be Summer. I'm cautiously optimistic for Summer. I've lost two Summers in a row. I don't want to hope too much for this one. I don't want my hopes and dreams&he...

It's just after 1 a.m. here in the UK and it's Mothering Sunday or Mother's Day as it's more popularly known. A few weeks back, my mum presented me with a workbook I had from school. The year was 1982. I was a good writer even then. I was 8 years old. Reading the words…

While starting writing and journaling has already had a cathartic effect only three posts in, I also find myself overwhelmed by the flood of emotions, memories, and doubt the process has released. I think about so many things I want to unload. It’s pretty obvious that I’m a pro at bottling up. I ...

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Is it possible to miss someone so much it hurts? Even after ending a cycle with them and understanding why your paths are better off separately? Looking back and just having those memories with them so vividly that makes you want to smile [...] Listening to music or looking at someone reminding y...

Good afternoon. Or morning or evening. Wherever you are, good day. My sleep schedule is still out of whack, but I managed to sleep at a halfway decent time. Feeling rested. But now I sit here listening to lo-fi and just wonder how I'll fill my time. I swapped out TVs in the common space…

If you've followed along so far, you know what's going on.  I am getting better.  I haven't had alcohol or any substance, with the exception of nicotine, in over two weeks.  My mind is finally clear.  The detox symptoms have begun to subside, and I am happy to say that I am able to get…