pain – Open Diary

To new beginnings

Spllbnd.Gn.Away

September 4, 2023

This is a fresh new start. A new diary; one where I am not looking for anyone that I know or knew from here. I need this place for myself. A place that people in my home cannot just pick up and read as they can do with my physical journal. I bottled up writing…

Lola

TheFatDogWarrior

September 1, 2023

Today. August 31st 3:30pm. My dog of 11 or 12 years had passed away today. I don’t feel like I’m alive. I feel as if I had just scooped my organs out and left them to rot in space. I feel sad, angry, anxious, guilty, exhausted and scared. She ended up dying a very slow…

Contentment

The Good, The Bad, The Broken

July 2, 2023

Tears start to slowly fall from my face. I'm exhausted keeping up with day to day tasks. It physical hurts to get out of bed. I would say that it is because my body is sore but I know that it would just be another lie I tell myself to keep going. It's like my…

Ignore the last post…

Samantha Joe Hunter ♐

March 31, 2023

Good early Friday morning.. this Lunar Sagittarius is in pain.... I need to get either Maman to look at the bed... or Mama Lisa to bc this is ridiculous really. I'm really sorry about last night's post. It was not right... but I was tired, a tad disappointed that Dave was putting this off... aaan...

Doomsday

AaronBraveHeart

December 21, 2022

I have been thinking about it ... Doomsday.. will people learn... what will happen, what turn will humankind take.. and now I've stopped. If this, if that. No point in trying to catch the sands of time, as they will always shift and slip away. To understand the future and the purpose, is to know&...

The sorrow

bleedingheart

November 20, 2022

My heart is bleeding 💔 I didn’t know my heart could feel this type of pain but the moment he said I love you but I don’t love you the same as I once did, my entire world shattered. I’m broken mentally, spiritually and emotionally… I pray on most days not to wake up just…

Struggles

lostgirl

March 6, 2022

Eyes wide open, heart beating fast, just another day in this world, feeling alone , feeling trapped in my own mind, Go on smile, hide the pain, you need to be strong for him. he cant do this without picking him up. Remember why your here, remember your place! Now be strong and get back…

Daily Anxiety

anxietydaily

January 25, 2022

I spent the entire day thinking I was having a heart attack. I am someone who suffers from a variety of mental health issues. My journey goes something like this: I began becoming afraid of things I was previously not afraid of; the biggest example being flying. I was prescribed some medication t...

Silence in the dark

TrailofThoughts

December 12, 2021

Tonight, has been radio silent. For the first time, there have been no calls or text from you. This "new normal" will take some time to get used to. But I can't help but to wonder. I can't help but to still care, somehow. After all the things you've done to me, I still love…

What to do when falling off the edge.

Anaphylactic$hock

October 29, 2021

I just need to empty out all the bullshit in my head. I’m going through some pretty severe depression and its partially because my partner, whom is in recovery lied about smoking weed, probably doing other things, where he’s been and why hes had to miss house meetings. Everytime this has ever occ...