#pain

Eyes wide open, heart beating fast, just another day in this world, feeling alone , feeling trapped in my own mind, Go on smile, hide the pain, you need to be strong for him. he cant do this without picking him up. Remember why your here, remember your place! Now be strong and get back…

I spent the entire day thinking I was having a heart attack. I am someone who suffers from a variety of mental health issues. My journey goes something like this: I began becoming afraid of things I was previously not afraid of; the biggest example being flying. I was prescribed some medication t...

Tonight, has been radio silent.  For the first time, there have been no calls or text from you. This "new normal" will take some time to get used to. But I can't help but to wonder. I can't help but to still care, somehow. After all the things you've done to me, I still love…

I just need to empty out all the bullshit in my head. I’m going through some pretty severe depression and its partially because my partner, whom is in recovery lied about smoking weed, probably doing other things, where he’s been and why hes had to miss house meetings. Everytime this has ever occ...

What I want to say doesn't change what happens if i do. But if I wanted to be a fool as say this, I would. I would tell you how much I love you and how many times I've rewatched you walk out and everything inbetween. I would tell you how I stayed up half…

After this, I reckon, I will swish then, go to bed. I have nothing to do right now... so.. yeah. As soon as I get my mitts on the card, I'm filling out eBay's checkout form. I have everything except for the card's details. My face is on fire bc of the bad tooth... so…

When I was really writing and filling up Composition notebooks (That I have since thrown away, because I'm stupid) music and some TV shows were what would spark the Creativity within. Songs to this day still speak to me and I will hear something from  during those times and be transported back to...

times up.session done. .but..  I’ve not unravelled, come undone. .darkness engulfs me again, ’til next time. .i hide.i cry inside. .do you see me? .small child butterfly. .Your kaleidoscope eyes.. .I can almost feel your thoughts piercing my veins, seeking, exploring.. .i dont hide. .I’m hidden. ...

Is it possible to miss someone so much it hurts? Even after ending a cycle with them and understanding why your paths are better off separately? Looking back and just having those memories with them so vividly that makes you want to smile [...] Listening to music or looking at someone reminding y...

Has the world given up on love?  Real love.  The kind of love that feels peaceful, serene, and safe.  How is one ever sure that they aren’t making a mistake when they say, I do? I have an idea of what love is, what love should be.  It isn’t something I can put into words. …