#past

Today would be my late husband's 34th birthday. I just wanted to tell someone, anyone, since it's on my mind and I don't want to bring my thoughts or feelings up to anyone, as to not bring down the mood. I don't feel like it negatively impacts me, in particular, but rather - death is…

I've missed a few days in my diary... I have been extremely busy! I started college on the 9th to go back to school t get my BA in human services. Have I told yall that? well if you didn't know now ya know! My student aid has helped me acquire a new laptop. This…

Catching up with Lucy Friday, 24th April 2015 Dearest Friend, It's been a while since I've seen Lucy in company! I was delighted that we were able to catch up earlier today. I often think about her while I'm busy at college and wonder how she's keeping. I don't know what it is but when…

so recently I've been reminiscing. here I feel like I can say whatever the fuck I want so I will. I've been missing my hoe life. I haven't been out there and playing guys for like a year now. so much of it is unfinished. due to covid school got cut just when I was…

If you are someone just visiting ... I’ve had this OD for about 16 years.   I started this Open Diary when I was 16 years old, after coming out of a 9 year abuse from my former step father, who is still in prison. I was actually convinced to create my OD by one…

warning, not appropriate for kids or anyone who doesn't like adult content/swearing.               So I did a thing to get over another thing, classic emotional acting without any common sense. My really good friend and also friend with benefits guy overdosed a ...

Truthfully speaking, I've spent plenty time thinking about the days that lead up to my arrest in September 2016, that lead to the beginning of my adult life. The other part of this, is I've spent a long time thinking that was where my story ended, but that's just the beginning. I've been very con...