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Pre 16 I was in scouts and at age 13, I went to Luxembourg for the first time.  I remember fancying my friends from scouts brother who was 16.  We were all away together.  One night he came up to the girls room whilst I was napping and pushed his hands down my sleeping bag…

Romance isn’t nearly as easy as it seems. Especially for an over thinker such as myself. Every second you’re not texting them, every second you aren’t talking to them, they are always in your mind. Furthermore, if something happens that even slightly makes you upset, it hits at least 20x harder b...

I resented my husband for not listening nor acknowledging my dreams and ideas that will benefit our marriage. He knew this feeling of mine, but it was too late now. I already throw away all those dreams and ideas and stopped thinking for good. The worse thing is that when he hears that ideas from...

Dear Diary, Welcome to sad girl entries. I needed a space to outlet my emotions. Lately, in my "situationship" I have felt worthless, unappreciated, ugly, and just plain stupid. As I sit in my tiny bedroom sipping on my Pinot Grigio and listening to Chris Brown's "Cry No More" on Youtube, I can't...

Since moving into my own apartment, I've gone through a lot of meditations where I am asking the Universe for ANY sign that I am on the right path in regards to my relationship. He is so amazing. I know I've written shit about him in the past, and whatever, things change. He changed. Although&hel...

I met this guy 2 years ago. We started hanging out, doing crazy stuff together, riding around, drinking, chilling at home, listening to music and dancing till morning, swimming late at night, planning a trip late at night, and going somewhere far. The first time I met him I already liked him, I h...

i’m using this site to rant about things i’m feeling at the time. i don’t want anyone to see my shit and “worry” or whatever. anyways yeah i have a problem. if someone doesn’t focus on me me me then they hate me. atleast that’s what my mind thinks. i love my girlfriend. ignore the…

shes beautiful. her laugh gives me the widest smile. her face is the prettiest i've seen. her words are delicate and fill me with joy. her embrace makes me calm. the happiest i've been. when we embrace, i make sure to put a stupid song on the playlist in the background. for us to laugh…

I feel alone most of the time. I feel like most people have bad intentions. I have no true friends. It feels lonely. I get no text messages or calls. If I'm ever in a time of need I don't have anyone to reach out to. I crave friendships and desire  romantic relationship but I'm…

Im a very curious person. Ive always been very interessted in sexuality and Ive been very curious about the whole sex positive movement and stuff. I was in a 3 year relationship, he showed me sex and I had a great experience with it. Though I didnt get to experiment outside of out usual vanilla&h...