#teen

😭 I swear I tried really hard. But I let them take over. My damn demons found a way to drown me in my tears. NO therapist, or Medication, or positive pick up line from a doctor's office can help me now. I'm in too deep, up to my waist in depression. But hey, who…

I feel so disgustingly lost. everyone around me seems happy with their lives but for some reason I just can't get situated with mine. I have two loving parents and an adequate brother. I have a boyfriend that I am so in love with but I istill feel lost. I don't have any true friends…

If you are someone just visiting ... I’ve had this OD for about 16 years.   I started this Open Diary when I was 16 years old, after coming out of a 9 year abuse from my former step father, who is still in prison. I was actually convinced to create my OD by one…

"Rob, Rob, Rob, - - - Not much lately; well, I got into a fight with this guy behind Gamerz Asylum, and it was pretty cool. [Okay, so if I am remembering correctly, this was the last time that I participated in the little fight club behind Gamerz Asylum. I don't believe that I recorded…

Just flipped open the cover and decided, "hey, this entry to the entire journal should be worth putting on here!". So, this will be chronologically out of order. I will try my best to avoid this as much as possible, but it will happen from time to time. Here we go! No commentary on this…

I felt like this journal entry will be relevant for the overarching narrative that is my life, because of a quite influential person that came into my life at this time. I mention a few here, which instead of listing who the people are in advance, I will instead describe my relationship with them...

I was 14 years old when I wrote this entry and it seems like I had been visiting my mother for, what seems to be Spring Break. I will give some context to whom I am referencing before I share this old journal entry. I will also use [brackets] in between paragraphs for commentary. Not…

I am so tired, my head is hurting but still, I have scedules to do. I hate school, I hate the stress they put us into. I can't understand why they would put all the tests and mid-finals into two weeks, this is so stressful and they won't understand I feel like they want to…

Wow.. I can't believe this place is back up and running!!  I'm happy.. happy to be back and writing again..  and to see how all of the people i didn't manage to friend on FB have been doing.  :) . As for me.. I didn't even remember that i changed my name on here at…